I know I have requests I swear I'll get them done soon I just knew I wouldn't be able to focus long enough and wanted to get something short done, sorry.

"Let's go on a walk," Roman suggested randomly, sitting beside of Logan on the couch. Logan looked up from his book to raise an eyebrow at Roman.

"Why?" He questioned, receiving a shrug in response.

"I'm bored! C'mon Logan, it will be fun." Roman insisted, standing and pulling Logan's arm to get him to follow. Logan sighed, shaking off Roman's arm to put a bookmark in his place. Setting his book aside he stood with Roman, following as he was led out of the door.

"Where exactly are we walking to?" Logan asked, looking over at Roman. Roman simply shrugged again, offering Logan a grin.

"Wherever we want!" Roman paused. "I do have one place in mind."

"What place might that be?" Logan wondered, watching Roman. Roman assumed he was suspicious of him, but Logan was really just admiring him. Roman grinned wider, not answering. Instead he took Logan's hand, speeding up and leading him somewhere. "Where are we going, Roman?"

"Just focus on keeping up with me, Teach." Roman laughed, and Logan rolled his eyes. He wasn't that annoyed, however. He was simply curious about where they were heading. It didn't take long for them to arrive in front of an empty park, Roman finally letting go of his hand and walking ahead of him.

Logan tried to ignore the fact that he missed holding Roman's hand and instead followed behind him. He looked around the park then turned back to Roman, who was watching him with a smirk. "A park? For children?"

"Well, technically they're for anyone." Roman pointed out, and Logan ignored him.

"Why are we here?" He asked, and Roman smiled.

"Why not be here?" He shot back. Logan began to talk about the many reasons they might choose to not hang around a park, Roman rolling his eyes and ignoring him as he walked behind him. Logan didn't notice, continuing on with his rant.

"Not only that, but we could be-" Logan cut himself off, only just seeming to notice that Roman had walked off. He spun around, finding Roman and staring at him in confusion. "What are you doing?"

Roman grinned at Logan from the monkey bars he was hanging upside down on. Logan kept a fond smile off his face as he approached him, forcing a frown as he awaited a response. Roman leaned towards Logan as much as he could, chuckling as he answered. "Trying to kiss you."

Logan rolled his eyes, unable to hide the smile any longer. He stepped slightly closer so that Roman didn't have to lean awkwardly towards him anymore, leaning in close. He paused just an inch away, smile growing as he spoke. "You are going to fall."

Roman, who had been expecting Logan to actually lean in the rest of the way, huffed. He gripped onto Logan's tie, frowning and muttering. "Shut up and kiss me already, I'm getting lightheaded."

Logan chuckled at that, being pulled into the kiss by his tie. He closed his eyes and returned the kiss eagerly. After a few moments he noticed Roman slipping off of the monkey bars, reacting quickly and catching him before he fell to the ground. Roman seemed surprised, looking down at the ground and then back up to Logan. It didn't take long for his smirk to reappear. "Looks like I just fell for you."

Logan took a moment to process the joke, mouth opening and closing while he searched for a response. Then he closed his mouth, and without saying anything else let Roman fall to the ground with a loud thud. He turned to walk away when Roman finally seemed to realize what had happened, jumping to his feet and following after Logan. "Come on Logan, it was just perfect! I had to do it-you know you love me too!"

"Yes, although that does not stop me from thinking you're an idiot." Logan shook his head, glad that he was turned away so Roman couldn't see his giddy smile. He couldn't believe the moronic man returned his feelings.

"But I'm your idiot now, so you're stuck with me!" Roman ran to catch up with Logan, wrapping his arms around him to stop him from leaving. Both of them smiled widely at each other, just staring at each other for a moment wordlessly.

"Yes, I suppose you are." He breathed, laughing quietly. Without another word the two began to lean in again, holding each other close. Logan was glad they ended up at the park.

I'll be honest, I'm surprised I got this done without getting distracted in the middle of it. I've had trouble focusing on anything lately, and idk why. It's annoying.

Also I was honestly gonna say I was joking when I said in my tag that I would stay up all night to get something done but...... well I wasn't joking, I just don't wanna make people worry. But it's fine, bc I needed to get this done and I need to work harder. I will try to get more done during the day than at night, tho... but I still need to get started on the next chapter of Parenthood so that I can update tomorrow. Or, later I guess, since it's 3:30.

I'll get requests done tomorrow as long as there's no problem with updating Parenthood and also as long as I have time after doing schoolwork, because that's also something I really need to focus on. I'm very behind on it, so I'm honestly not going to say anything for sure yet. I will try to get stuff done tomorrow, and I will try to update more regularly. I'm sorry.

Anyways, I'm gonna rant here about something and you don't have to listen cause some of it's really sad stuff but-I'm so frustrated, dang it.

So like... I found out my favorite band is coming to where I live for a concert, and I was really really really fucking excited. I would love to go and see them, their music is amazing and I used to listen to it a bunch whenever I felt bad, and I still do really.

But.... I might not be able to go. It sucks, cause I was also gonna go last time they were nearby, but apparently you had to be 16 to go. I'm 16 now, but now it might be 18 and older to go. It's just, so disappointing! Why does something always come up to keep me from going?

I've also just been down in general lately, although I didn't really realize it. I just haven't felt good. For some reason it wasn't until the other day I realized that I've been thinking a lot about uh, not very good things... I'm sure you get what I mean, if not then that's okay but I won't go into it much... Idk, things just feel a little pointless rn. Like... why do I even bother with anything?

I'm gonna regret venting here later I'm sure-bc wow what an asshole I am, worrying other people when it doesn't really matter, I mean really. I just need to keep it to myself, or find a friend to talk to but... idk. Some people just don't want to listen to me-they've made it obvious. And because those people treat my problems like nothing but a nuisance to them it just makes me wanna not talk to anyone. Who cares, really.

I'm not getting any sleep tonight, am I? Gosh this is stupid I'm just gonna go work on my other stuff now.

Thanks for reading, hope you liked this. *

* thanks for the suggestion. Take care of yourselves. I love you guys. Bye-Bob