Crofters and doubt ~ Logicality

It's 1 am am I decided to write a short one-shot. Honestly like half of it is supposed to be in italics but Wattpad hates me. I just put / / around what's thoughts.

Logan POV

/I fainted./ I can't believe what I did in the most recent video. /I fainted, sang, made puns. I'll never be taken seriously again./

"I really mess up." I say to myself. I'm sat in my bedroom thinking about the critter video. Reevaluating my life. /I was so out of character but... The audience loved it.../

"Logan I brought you more jam since you ate all of yours in the video." I hear Patton at my bedroom door. I feel. /Listen to me... I feel.../ I feel reluctant to let Patton come in. If he saw me now my reputation would be really ruined. I've been running my hands through my hair as I reflect and I can only deduce that I look disheveled. 

"Co... Come in Patton." I say slowly to the closed door. Patton walks in with a big smile that makes me want to smile back despite my inner turmoil.

"You okay Teach? You look like a mess." Patton says to me. His smile leaves his face as he checks on me.

"People like me right Patton? They take me seriously?" I don't bother stopping myself from asking. Patton knows of my doubts from previous conversations. /I trust him./

"Oh of course Logan! Are you thinking of the video? I had a feeling that you would doubt yourself once you read the comments on it..." Patton, he always knows doesn't he. /He came cause he knew I'd need him./ I noticed him set the Crofters he had with him on my desk before he reached out to my shoulder reassuringly. /He remembered that I don't like hugs! Truly ever thoughtful Patton./

"It's so easy for you to change my mind Patton. How do you do it?" I smiled. /He likes when I humor him like this. It's important to honor each other's ways like my withdrawal from hugs and his love of humor. Still I can't be like this in front of the viewers or I'll never be taken seriously. Though I'm sure Patton could convince me they will./

"I just always know what you need. Like right now you need a spoonful of Crofters and a kiss!"

"Better give me them then."

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