My girlfriend of two years broke up with me June 14th and I have written her a letter. I'm posting this letter as a one shot. You can choose to see it as any ship you want or you can see it as me and her.

Beautiful,

Hello, this is my final message of love to you. I know you want to go our separate ways and that's okay. I know you probably don't want a long message expressing my love for you right after we broke up but I always write the story of me and a loved one once they are gone so I had to.
We met when I was eleven. I had just joined Rainbow and it was my first time visiting another assembly. I don't remember much of my first year in Rainbow because I never expected it to have such an impact on my life but I remember being your friend.
We were at Rainbow Camp when I realized I had feelings for you. I had barley just turned 13 not two months earlier. I remember flirting with you in the pool as a game, then you started flirting back. The pick up lines worked wonders and I found my heart racing whenever you reached my side of the pool. The last day of camp, I had to leave real quickly to get to Maine by 5 but I wasn't ready to leave without telling you. I got scared though and I felt the familiar racing. I hugged you, said goodbye, kissed your check, and ran. I didn't get far before you texted me asking about it. I avoided the question but you got it out of me. I liked you and I wanted you to be with me. I think it took a few weeks to become official because you had Josh but I was willing to wait.
Over the two years I kept find new things to love about you: your talents in music, your compassion for others, how understanding you are. Your smile especially made me melt. We went through a lot of hardships these past few years and your smile seemed to always make me feel better. I had quite the self journey recently and you were alway there. Last year I was diagnosed with depression, you have no idea how much comfort I took in knowing I had you when I was in my worse place. I'm genuinely starting to feel better now but I don't think I would have made it through my thought time without you. Then I was going through my gender identity crisis. I know you got a girlfriend originally but it made my world when you excepted my new identity.
We've gone to quite a few events together but my favorite thing we've ever done together was over the summer last year when you came up to Maine with me and my family. I was so happy that my grandparents took so well to you considers their past opinions on homosexual relationships. I was so proud to show you off to the friends I had, had for years. We went kayaking and sang musicals on the lake and I felt so fulfilled with you. Thank you for helping me open my grandparents eyes and for spending the weekend with me then.
I went to see your high school play of Charlie and the Chocolate Factory earlier this year and loved it. I sat with your family who have become family for me as well. I still have the playbill hung up in my room. You were adorable on the stage and I know that's where you belong.
We've broken up now and that's okay. I've looked over your reasoning these past two days and I see what you were saying. We wanted different things and we wouldn't of been happy. I never could imagine what would happen if we broke up because I could just never see it happening. This entire time I knew if we were to split up it would be you doing it. I truly love you and just didn't see a future with out you but it's our future now. I've managed to realize how mature you are for ending it. You really wouldn't have been happy if we did what I wanted to do and I don't want you unhappy. It hurts knowing I would make you unhappy but I will deal with it. I've kept myself busy these past two days and I hope I'll be able to move on eventually. I really hope you end up being happy with everything you do after this. Don't ever stop being my friend though, please. I love you and always will. You were my first true love. Thank you for these two years. Thank you for doing what you felt needed to be done. I'm sorry for sending this to you but I needed to do something to finalize everything.

   Love, a healing heart