AU:×
Ship: LAMP
Prompt(s): "Just kidding! I don't love you." "Kill yourself."
Requested by: GabbyFarmer5 & LoganIsRelatable
Tw: Very minor self-harm
F/A/S: Flangst
POV: 3rd
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So I got an idea... To do a little nightmare mini series :)
All the sides, including Deceit and I might even do a thing for Thomas.

Roman's is next.
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Patton smiled as he looked at his boyfriend sleeping on the couch. Virgil had fallen asleep while watching TV and Patton didn't have the heart to wake him up, he couldn't move him because Virgil is an incredibly light sleeper.

"Adorable..." Patton whispered quietly as he flipped off the light and walked up the stairs to his room. The day had been really relaxing and nice between all of them, all cuddly and sweet.Nothing overly dramatic had happened, just the four of them spending quality time with each other.  Patton loved it, he loved them all, he was happy he had this relationship with them. His thoughts were still filled with love and happiness as he drifted off to sleep that night.

When he woke up, however, he felt, off. he couldn't figure out quite why he felt off but he did.  He got dressed and ready and went downstairs, usually, he was the first one awake, but this morning he saw Logan in the kitchen, leaning against the counter while sipping a cup of coffee. "Oh! Logan, what are you doing up this early?" Patton asked, tilting his head to the side slightly, as he walked over to him. Logan looked at him and cleared his throat, placing the coffee cup down.

The logical trait stayed silent for a moment, causing Patton to worry ever so slightly. "I-Is something wrong?" He asked. Logan sighed. "Patton, I believe we should end our relationship." He stated bluntly. Patton felt his heart begin to tear, as the words sank in. "W-What? Why? I thought we were fine!" He asked as tears slowly began to fill on the brink of his eyes.  "I just, believe we are too different, and we seem to irritate one another more than we keep one another happy," Logan explained. "Wait, we can just take some time to think about this right? Maybe just a break, not a break-up?-" "I've been thinking about this for a while, Patton, we are done," Logan stated as he grabbed his cup of coffee and walked back upstairs to his room.

Patton waited till he heard the door shut, then he broke down into sobs, falling to the floor as he cried. his entire body shook, his heart felt like it was being ripped into a million infinitesimal pieces. He slowly pulled himself together and just started making breakfast for the others, to try to distract himself from it, this, of course, didn't work.  He just silently cried as he was waiting for the bacon to finish cooking.

Soon enough Roman came downstairs. Hearing Patton's attempt at a quiet sob, he walked over. "Hey, what's the matter?" He asked quietly. Patton whimpered "Logan... He..." Roman seemed to understand instantly. "Oh... That... was today." He mumbled. Patton sniffled, "W-What do you mean?" He asked.  "Well, we should've planned this better, but this was all a joke..." Patton's eyes widened "What?"

"We were just kidding, we don't actually love you. We were taking pity on you." Roman explained. "N-No... wait-" "It was honestly getting tiring to keep pretending all of this," Roman stated with a smirk. "You're honestly not a good fit for me, Logan or Virgil we didn't want you to be all jealous and in our faces with being left out of our perfect relationship." Patton didn't bother waiting until Roman left to start crying.

Roman just shrugged. "Oh, by the way, I think you're burning breakfast." He chuckled as he left. Patton quickly just waved his hand making the burning bacon disappear. He continued crying not even caring about anything else at the moment. "Wow... Aren't you just a crybaby?"  A voice sounded, Patton didn't have to look up to know that it was Virgil. "You really shouldn't be so surprised, someone so emotional like you should've seen this coming, and here you are, sitting on the kitchen floor, fucking crying..." Virgil said with his words dripping with pure venom.

Patton couldn't respond, his chest was tightening and he felt like he was drowning in his tears, his throat and eyes burned due to the pressure. "You know what would be better for all of us? If you would just kill yourself!" He said. "S-Stop.." Patton whimpered quietly.  "What? I'm just stating the truth! You're overly emotional, you're always so damn peppy, you never have a good grip on reality, and you're just an idiot!" Virgil yelled.

"Stop it!! Please..."

"You know all of this to be true, Patton." Another voice joined in.  Logan.

"You really thought we would ever love you?" Roman.

"You're just worthless to us."

"Disgusting"

"Pathetic"

"Idiotic"

"S-Stop" Patton whimpered, but they didn't. They continued, relentlessly, insult after insult. Patton dug his nails into his arm, scratching it to the point of bleeding, as the insults began to bury themselves in his head, and he began to accept them as truth.

He started to hear another voice, "Patton..." It was soft and quiet so it was barely heard over the other three shouting, but it soon got louder. "Patton."

"Patton!"

"Patton!!!"

Patton's eyes shot open and he jolted awake, his breathing was rapid and unsteady, his body was shaking, he was drenched in sweat, and he was crying.  "Patton, it's okay..." A softer voice said off to his side. Slowly, Patton glanced over to see the blurry form of three people, one of them holding what seemed to be his glasses out to him. Patton sniffled finally realizing that what had happened was all just a nightmare. He slowly took his glasses and put them on, seeing Virgil, Roman and Logan's concerned faces he began to break down crying once again.

Virgil instantly hugged him, and within seconds the others joined. The three whispered comfort and reassurance to him, as they let him cry. "S-Sorry... I didn't mean to wake you three up.." Patton said once he was able to speak clearly. Roman shook his head "You didn't. Virgil did." "I woke up in the middle of the night and walked past your room to get to mine and, I heard you whimpering or something so I woke them up..." Patton smiled and pulled away "Thank you..."

"No problem, Patton... we love you, you know that, correct?" Logan asked.  Patton took a second to respond as the insults from his nightmare echoed back through his mind he shook his head a bit to dissuade the thoughts before nodding "Yeah, I know."

The rest of the night, the four spent cuddling with Patton, until they all fell asleep.