AU:×
Ship:×
Prompt: "I'm hungry"
{But tbh it was just this song, this isn't the english version, I honestly like this version better, but just look up 'My R' and listen to it, someone made a really good Sanders Sides version of it.}

Requested by: LoganIsRelatable
{Tysm for requesting this I've been dying to write this-}

Tw: Suicide
F/A/S: Angst
POV:[Switching] ???/3rd person
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You guys'll know who it was by the end :)

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I sighed as I walked into the imagination, this was it... This was... The end of it for me... This was the only way I could catch a break... I wanted to take a break, I know I needed too, but I couldn't....

There was already a little city scape there... I walked into one of the buildings and up the stairs, my mind racing, not literally of course... But a million things were going through my head.

Was I actually going to do it this time?

Or was this another time where I would stop myself before I actually let go....

My thoughts were interrupted as I reached the roof, and saw someone sitting on the railing.... The gray cat hoodie wrapped around his shoulders almost completely covering the light blue shirt he was wearing...

"Patton?" My voice betrayed me and quivered. He quickly looked over his shoulder, turning around to face me, once he realized it was me. He smiled.... But... It was so obvious that it was fake that it hurt...

"What... What were you going to do?" I asked. His smile slowly fell, as he looked down and off to the side. "Patton... What were you going to do?" I repeated. He sniffled...  "I.... I just really... I really liked him.... And then he-"

I don't know why I snapped... Then again I've been told I have a bit of a short temper...

"Are you serious?!! Patton that's not a good reason to leave us all! I know you loved him!" I yelled before realizing that probably wasn't helping and spoke just loud enough to hear me. "I know you did.... But that's just how things home... You'll feel better with someone else."

Patton looked up at me and smiled "I'm feeling a little better already, thank you for listening..." He said as he hopped off the rail and walked back down, leaving me there alone... I couldn't do it then... I had to make sure Patton wouldn't try again that day...

The next day, I thought the same, I thought this was it... I lost another night of sleep due to overworking.... I swear I was going to go insane from lack of sleep....

When I got up to the roof, I saw someone sitting on the railing, he was wearing a black and purple hoodie, crying and mumbling to himself. "They all still see me as evil... They're just pretending not to see me like that..." He muttered. "I still don't fit in with anyone here...."

That made me snap again.....

"Are you serious?!?"

He tensed up and looked back at me. "O-Oh... You heard that..." He sniffed. "the fanders, love you... They always have... and always will! The others, love you... Patton couldn't find you earlier and was worried and looking for you...  Don't act like we would want you gone... You're one of us." I said, a bit more agitated than intended.

Virgil sniffled wiping his eyes, a small bit of a smile on his face. "Do you know what Patton wanted?" He asked. "I think it was something about dinner, or sweets... Something with food..." I responded. He nodded "I'm hungry..." He mumbled as he walked past me and down the stairs once again...

I sighed and followed him, if I didn't show up to dinner they would come looking for me... I waited too long...

This went on for days and days... Everyday something or someone getting in my way, preventing me from stopping this... I just wanted this to end... I wanted all of this to end...

I was tired...

Very tired...

I couldn't stop thinking...

And working...

I walked up the stairs another time... Expecting to see no one...

But... I saw him standing on the railing, looking at the deserted street down far below. "Hey! Don't do it!!! Please!" I shouted, he barely turned to look over his shoulder at me, I could barely see his glasses that so closely matched Patton's.

"I don't believe you have the right to stop me... Your are here for the same reason after all." Logan said, his voice was monotone, dull... My eyes filled with tears, Logan has the same exact problem as I do...

Both of us always have the least favorite spot....

Both of us are never able to sleep, for different reasons, I have to many ideas to focus on sleeping... And he's unable to sleep due to the mind always needing to work...

I tried to lie, so that I could maybe dissuade him. "Y-You... That's not the reason I'm here..." It was fruitless to say the least. "Falsehood." He stated.

"Logan please.... Just please don't do it.. Thomas needs you! Please!"  I yelled, the horrible realization creeping up on me, I can't stop him... "Please!!" I yelled again, my attempts were only met with silence.

"please." I whimpered, attempting not to sob, of course that failed again, and I broke down crying... everything I do fails...

{Me too-}

Logan sighed, "I guess... I won't.... Not today..." He muttered as he steppes down and walked away.

{3rd person}

The next day, was the last day anyone saw Roman...

He walked up those stairs one last time...

There's no one on the roof

No one to stop him

No one to get in his way...

He sighed as he stepped onto the railing.

A small smile gracing his lips as he slowly slipped off....