AU:×
Ship: Logince
Prompt: "It's okay to cry."
Requested by: Rainbowstar186
Warnings: ×
Summary: Logan had a rather rough day, and Roman comes to comfort him.
F/A/S: Flangst
POV: 3rd

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[Songs]

Lies- Marina and the diamonds
Runs In The Family- Amanda Palmer
What Is This Feeling- Wicked
Happy Pills- Weathers
Monster- Skillet
Backstabber- The Dresen Dolls
Spicy Boyfriend- Shawn Wasabi
Anxiety Song- Human Petting Zoo
Tear In My Heart- Twenty One Pilots
Same Old War- Our Last Night
The Grand Finale- Set It Off
Remember When- Chris Wallace
The Bad Guy- Ultimate Storytime

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Venting is important.
Btw if you guys missed my little update last night, are you guys okay with me posting my Sympathetic Decent Week participations on here as well?
{I'm already going to post them on my tumblr [Amethystdarkwolf]}

Just warning, they will be angsty as hell
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Today was Not Logan's day. Everything seemed to be trying to work against him, his puzzles couldn't even calm him down, they only further frustrated him as something he's already solved fifteen times now was unsolvable and made no sense. He agitatedly sighed as he carelessly threw the still unsolved puzzle cube against the wall, creating a dull thud.

He knew he was smart enough to and solve it, obviously, he had in the past. He had tried to just get lost in his work, or just listen to some instrumentals, but nothing, nothing was working. Everything only seemed to be making him more frustrated. He was completely exhausted, he was overworked, and, being incredibly hypocritical, he had not been eating properly for the past couple of days. He was too
engrossed in his work and making sure that it got done to worry about eating, so he was incredibly hungry.

He shouldn't be brought down like this, not by emotions, but here he sits, on the edge of his bed, with his face in his hands. He was shaking very subtly, as he tried to keep the tears forming at the corners of his eyes from falling. There was no reason for him to be crying, he was upset, sure, but he wasn't sad...

"Stop..." He muttered harshly to himself as he wiped his eyes. A lump formed in his throat, causing it to burn, only making it harder for him to hold his tears back. Logic shouldn't be so overwhelmed with emotion like this, but after a moment, he broke down. He stopped holding back and began to cry, trying to refrain from making to much noise by covering his mouth with his hand.

He heard a knock on the door to his bedroom, he immediately tried to stop himself from sobbing as he wiped his eyes.

"Logan?"
Oh. It's Roman.

He loves his boyfriend, he truly does, but he really doesn't think he can handle another idea Roman has that he needs Logan to perfect. Logan sighed, once his voice steadied and Roman called his name again he spoke. "Come in..." He said. Roman did so, seeing Logan not at his desk and very obviously distraught, he shut the door behind him.

"Are you, alright?" He asked, taking a step closer to him. Logan didn't say anything for a moment due to contemplating his answer, was he actually alright? Yes and no. Physically he was, but emotionally and mentally, which is what Roman probably was asking about, No. Should he answer him honestly? His original instinct was to do so, but, he for some reason found lying appealing in this situation.

Logan decided to just go on instinct, as lying always leads to more problems. He slowly shook his head, "No..." Roman walked over and sat down beside Logan. "What's the matter?" He asked, his voice incredibly soft and calm, a drastic opposite of his normal loud obnoxious tone.

"I'm exhausted and...." His voice wavered slightly so he stopped himself from talking so he didn't end up just crying in front of his boyfriend. Roman silently gestured with his hand for him to continue. "I'm exhausted, stressed and wishing I didn't have emotions..." Logan said the last bit without thinking, mentally cursing himself for it afterwards.

"I understand the exhausted and stressed part, your work seems... Overly monotonous, but... Why on earth would you not want emotions?" Roman asked as he comfortingly put and arm around Logan's mid-section. "Because there's no reason for m-me... To.." He sniffled, small tears again threatening to fall down his face.

Logan cleared his throat, trying to keep the tears from falling. "S-Sorry... One moment..." He mumbled as he took off his glasses and wiped his eyes. Roman sighed quietly. He grabbed ahold of Logan's wrists gently, moving then away from his eyes, and making Logan face him. "Logan.... It's okay to cry, Love..." His voice was soft and sweet as was the smile he gave to the logical trait.

That did it for Logan. He broke down again and clung onto Roman tightly, beginning to bawl into his chest. Roman just pulled him to be almost in his lap as he hugged him, whispering comforting words to him. Logan began to babble incoherently through his tears, "It's alright, darling..." Roman murmured as he continued to hold him, making him feel comforted.

Logan wasn't used to this, he was always the one comforting Virgil in his high moments of distress, but despite how absolutely horrid it was to be crying like this, once he had calmed down, he felt much better... He felt happier... He pulled away from Roman wiping his eyes again this time having a small smile on his face.

"Are you feeling at least a bit better?" Roman asked as he held Logan's face delicately in his hands. Logan nodded "Yes... Thank you..." He mumbled. Roman smiled sweetly, "Of course... I love you, I need to make sure you're feeling okay..." He said. "I love you as well..." Logan replied.

"See, that's why you don't truly want to get rid of your emotions... Because then how would you be able to love me?" Roman said, Logan paused as he realized Roman was right, "well, I guess I can deal with emotions... For that..."

Roman chuckled "Well then... Would you like for me to leave you alone now then?"

"No. Please... Stay.."

"Alright then, my darling... I will stay here for you as long as you require..."

"Thank you..."

"I love you."

"I love you as well."