Take Care Of Yourself (Logic x Morality)
A lot of people wanted more of this ship, prinxiety, and a lot of people also suggested Logic x Prince, which is interesting since I never seem to write anything for that one. I'll write some more for all of the things suggested, don't worry. This one is an AU, so yes, they freaking look different okay??
Also I don't know for sure if this needs a warning, but just in case because I want you all to be safe, this does mention forgetting to eat for long amounts of time.
Patton was worried about his boyfriend, Logan, when he wouldn't respond to his messages. He had attempted to call him, with no answer, and that was what really worried him. After that, he decided to go and see him just to be sure that he was doing okay.
Patton couldn't help but wonder on the way over to his apartment if maybe he was just too clingy. Maybe Logan was fine, and Patton had just gotten annoying with his constant talking. He pushed those thoughts aside, deciding that there was no way Logan would ignore him for days without at least letting him know he was doing okay. Not unless he had gotten distracted with one of his many projects, which did happen often.
That was why Patton wanted to check on him. He was aware that Logan was forgetful, especially when he was focused on one thing in particular. If it didn't have to do with his most recent project he pushed it away in his mind; this included things like eating and getting sleep. He didn't thing they were important, and sometimes he didn't even realize how much time passed while he was working. Patton thought Logan was crazy for that, but that's how he was and he didn't mind checking on him to be sure he was doing okay.
He finally arrived at Logan's, knocking on his door and waiting for him to answer it. When nothing came a few minutes later, he knocked again. Once again, there was nothing. Patton frowned, beginning to worry about him. He pushed away his worried thoughts, using the key Logan had given him to open the door himself, knowing Logan probably wouldn't mind.
"Logan?" He called out, looking around for him. "You home?"
He walked further inside, checking the kitchen and other rooms, eventually coming to the end of the hallway where his office was. If he was home, that was the only place left for him to be. Patton hoped he was in there, and turned the doorknob, opening it up and looking inside.
Finally, he spotted Logan, who had fallen asleep on the desk. His head was resting on his arms, pencil still in hand, and Patton was sure that he had fought sleep for a while before not being able to keep from it any longer. He smiled at Logan, debating whether or not he should wake him and wondering if he would be able to carry him to take him to his bed.
He decided that first, he would make him something to eat at least. He was sure that he probably forgot to eat, and wanted to be sure he got something. He made his way to the kitchen, humming to himself as he started to make Logan some food.
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Patton was almost done making food for Logan when he felt something wrap around him, making him jump.
"Sorry," He heard Logan mumbled sleepily behind him. "What are you doing here?"
"You scared me! I came over to check on you. I saw you asleep, and decided to make you something to eat before getting you to move to your bed." Patton explained, turning around to face Logan and kissing him.
"I... You didn't have to come over to check on me. You could have called me." Logan pointed out, frowning. Patton frowned as well.
"Where is your phone?" He asked simply.
"It's right-" Logan felt in his pocket, freezing and looking confused. He checked all his other pockets, and then looked around the room. "I don't know. It's probably in my room... You called me? When?"
"I tried a few times. Today, and yesterday. No answer." Patton explained, turning back to take the food off of the oven, turning it off.
"I'm sorry if I worried you." Logan frowned again. "I didn't mean to. I just got distracted."
"It's alright Logan. I kinda guessed that was what happened. I'm just glad you're okay." Patton flashed him a smile as he made them both plates, setting them down and gesturing for Logan to take a seat. Logan sat down with him, thanking him for the food and starting to eat. He hadn't realized how hungry he was.
Patton noticed how quickly he was eating. "When was the last time you ate?"
There was a long silence as Logan thought about it. "What is today?"
"Logan! It's Monday." Patton scolded him. If he didn't even know what day it was then surely it had been a while since he had last eaten.
"I'm sorry. I just got so caught up in what I was working on. I will try to do better about it." He apologized again. Patton kept a frown on his face as he continued to speak.
"I swear, you act like you need someone here to constantly look after you. If I didn't come over here who knows when you would have actually eaten!" Patton went on, not wanting to make Logan feel bad but too worried about his health to stop scolding him. "Sometimes I wish I could be here all the time, just to be sure you're okay."
Logan had stayed silent as Patton ranted on, thinking about what he said. He felt bad for worrying him, but also had been given an idea.
"Maybe you should move in." He mentioned abruptly, shocking Patton and himself. "I mean, it's just an idea. It would be better for my health if I had someone constantly there to be sure I took care of myself. I'd also be lying if I said I wouldn't like to always wake up with you here. It's... just a thought, though."
"That's... something that definitely needs a lot of thinking about." Patton mentioned, but couldn't keep the smile off his face thinking about it. "We should talk about it more, but only after you've gotten plenty of rest. Who knows when the last time you got some actual sleep was!"
"Again, I apologize. I hate that I've worried you, Patton." Logan sighed. "I promise, I will work on doing better."
"Thank you Logan." Patton leaned over to kiss him again. "I just want you to be okay."
"With you here, everything is perfect." He commented, smiling. Patton laughed and nudged him, telling him off for being so cheesy. After they both had finished eating Patton dragged him off to bed, insisting that he get plenty of sleep. They both lied down together after Logan refused to get any sleep without Patton, both of them taking a nap and dreaming of their future together.
The ending was super cheesy but I hope it was alright haha.
I've got a lot of thoughts right now so apologies in advance for rambling off here. I just have a lot that I want to put into words, cause I've had these thoughts floating around for far too long.
I mostly wrote this oneshot cause I do this a lot. I zone out for long amounts of time and forget to eat and sleep and do normal human things that we have to do. At times I wish someone else could do these things for me. I have no time for being sad or eating or sleeping or even bathing, I just want to work on things and be lost in my head and do stuff I enjoy.
I'm pretty sure the reason I feel sick kinda often is cause I forget to do these things. And right now I feel like crap cause I've had a stomach ache all day long. Erg
Another random thing on my mind lately. Y'know what scares me the most right now? Being left behind. When people don't talk to me a lot when they usually like to talk all the time it makes me feel like maybe I've upset them or maybe they just don't like me anymore, or they're more interested in someone or something else. It's... upsetting. I feel as though I'm not good enough for any of my friends. I'm also aware I've been acting kind of... different lately. I'm worried people don't like that about me... which is especially upsetting because lately I've been trying to act more like myself. I get that people are busy, but sometimes my brain tells me it's not cause they're busy it's just cause they don't like me and I don't like it. Feelings are stupid, I hate them, and I don't want to deal with them.
Y'know what else is stupid and weird? Feeling embarrassed. I've also realized that not much embarrassed me anymore. Like, compliments? I just think "yeah true" and move on. Something that does really embarrass me, which doesn't happen super often but sometimes yeah, flirting. If someone flirts with me(especially if they say something suggestive omfg) then I'm like, blushing immediately and like "whoa what what's happening why are you flirting with me what is this you can do better than me okay"
But what's also weird is that like. I like to flirt with other people. Like I can flirt with someone but the second they're flirting back I'm sO EMBARRASSED STOP
I swear I had something else I wanted to mention, but I guess I forgot it. Or, more accurately my mind moved on to something else that I'm thinking about now.
I'm gonna get off now. Stop bothering you all with my probably random, nonsense, babbling, and just... think and exist for a while.
It would be nice to have someone to take care of me, like Patton in this story. Remember to take care of yourselves, guys!!! *youre in a hot air balloon dropping unicorns which then explode into ring pops*
I have so many questions-
Love you guys. Bye!-Bob
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