Was tempted to make it analogical again but even tho people said they didn't mind the last five oneshots being analogical I'm sure some people didn't like it so here. Also, it's sad. Sorry lmao

Virgil tightly clutched his pillow, holding it close to him and hiding his face in it. It still smelled faintly of him, even though it had been weeks since he had last been there.

Virgil missed him. He was so alone now, no one to hold on to at night when his thoughts kept dragging him down. No one to protect him from his nightmares both in dreams and in the waking world. He had no one now.

Being lonely fucking sucked.

He pulled his pillow closer, tears brimming in his eyes. It didn't take long, thinking of Roman and how he had been lost to Virgil for the tears to spill over. He cried, and cried, holding on as tightly as possible to his pillow. He wished he had his prince there, instead of the stupid pillow. Wished Roman would just show up again, as if nothing had ever happened, and they would kiss and be together and then Virgil wouldn't have to be alone anymore.

He didn't want to be alone anymore.

Was this dumb? Felt kinda dumb. Idk, just something short bc I'm lonely as fuck lmao. (I say I need a significant other all the time and yet the thought of me actually liking someone again and them liking me is terrifying tbh. I don't wanna get hurt again lmao)

Is it weird to sleep hugging a pillow??? Idfk. I do. I need to sleep now, tho, I have to go to the gym again in the morning and it's already 3 so.

Also thinking about writing a little more angst and sad stuff? I've got some ideas. Be prepared, lol. (I'm not all that great at angst but I try I guess?? That used to be all I'd write)

Thanks for reading. Hope you enjoyed it. *my lost train of thought brings you a ring pop* Bye-Bob