Feelings (Logic x Morality)
Logic wasn't sure what to think of this. He was pretty sure he knew what was happening to him, but he didn't fully understand why or how.
He didn't feel.. good. He wasn't sick, he knew that. He just knew that he didn't feel well, and he came to the conclusion that what he must be feeling was sadness. Why though? He wondered, sighing in defeat. Still thinking, he found himself standing, his feet moving and bringing him to a door.
Why did I come to Morality's room? Well, he does understand emotions better than I.. Logic stood silently for a minute, contemplating whether he should knock or just walk away. Before he could fully think on it, he brought his fist up and knocked. Morality was quick to answer, the door opening up almost immediately.
"Logan, hello!" Morality smiled brightly. Logic wasn't sure why, but he felt even worse seeing that. Though, somehow it also made things better? This was confusing. "What brings you here?"
"Well," Logic pushed his glasses further up his nose, taking in a deep breath. "I'm not entirely sure.. I just felt the need to stop by, and.. well, I could also use some assistance."
"Oh, well come in, come in! Anything you need, just tell me what the problem is." Morality urged him inside, the two sitting down on his bed. Logic sat upright next to him, looking at the wall in front of him as he thought.
"Well, I don't feel very.. well, at the moment." Logic admitted, sighing as he thought about how to explain it better. "I am aware it's not from me falling ill, and it seems to be related to emotions, and well, you certainly understand how to deal with them better than I do.. I was hoping you could help me understand how to fix this." Logic turned to Morality, who was watching him carefully with a small smile still on his face.
"Not feeling good could be a couple different emotions, can you explain better what ya feel? Does it make you want to cry, or anything like that?" Morality questioned, frowning at the thought of Logan being sad.
Logic took a moment to think about it, and slowly gave a tiny nod. "Sort of." He mumbled. "It keeps changing, and that's what is confusing me. Sometimes it sounds like what I'm feeling could be described as feeling sad, other times I suppose it sounds like fear. Fear of what, I'm not quite sure." He did his best to explain, but he was sure this didn't make any sense, even to Morality, who knew all about emotions.
"Does this feeling get any better or any worse when something specific happens?" Morality interrogated further, and Logic had to take another few minutes to ponder this.
"I think so, maybe. When I saw someone in particular today, it made me feel better, but then also worse. It just doesn't make any sense at all, I'm not even positive you could figure it out." Logic began to wonder if coming here to talk about this was pointless, and almost stood up to leave.
Morality put a hand on his shoulder, noticing how tense he suddenly got. Logic's breath hitched, and he felt slightly better for just a moment. He turned to look at Morality, who was watching in concern. "Are you alright?"
"I don't know." Logic bit his lip, holding back something. He wasn't sure what. He pulled his glasses off for a moment and wiped at his eyes.
"Oh, Logan." Morality sighed, wrapping another arm around him and pulling him into a hug. Logic sniffed, his arms hung at his sides as Morality held him, unsure what to do. "It's alright, I've got you." He smiled as he held him.
"I just.. d-don't understand." He mumbled, tears leaving his eyes. "I was just thinking, when suddenly I just.. I felt so awful. How do I fix this? I hate emotions, Morality. I hate them."
"Can you remember what you were thinking about?" Morality spoke gently. He ran a hand through Logan's hair in an attempt to help calm him. It seemed to be working. Logic lifted an arm up to grip onto the cardigan on Morality's back.
"I.. believe I was thinking about you." Logic admitted, not wanting to look at Morality. His face felt warm. He really didn't understand any of this.
"You were upset thinking of me?" Morality frowned, eyebrows scrunching together in confusion. "What exactly were you thinking about me..?" He wondered aloud, and Logic looked away from him.
"I'm not sure why.." he mumbled. "I started to wonder, what if you don't.. like me? I suppose. I realize it's irrational, we are friends so of course you like me. Why did I think that? This is very.. embarrassing, I think is the right emotion."
"We-well, I have one more question.. I believe, I may know what the problem is.." Morality looked suddenly nervous. "If I'm wrong this should be.. embarrassing." He muttered to himself, pulling away from the hug a bit. "D-do you possibly think of me.. differently from how you think of your other friends?"
"What do you mean?" Logic frowned at him. "I suppose I am closer friends with you than with Anxiety or Prince."
"That's not what I meant." Morality smiled slightly at how little Logan knew of emotions. "Do you think of me as.. well, it-its hard to say this.. maybe as, more than a friend..?" Morality knew his face was red. He tried to ignore it. Logic looked deep in thought.
"I.. suppose when I think about it I do think of you differently than someone would with their friend.. Being around you has always made me feel emotions, I've simply been able to put them aside up until this point.." Logic mumbled. "I didn't know what to think of it."
"Is it.. a bad feeling?" Morality worried. Logic shook his head.
"I wouldn't say it's bad, I just could never explain it." Logic turned away from Morality again. "I feel afraid telling you this. Why? I know you wouldn't judge me.. what do I fear?"
"If you're afraid I don't return your feelings, you have nothing to worry about there." Morality touched Logan's cheek, moving him so he would look at him again. He brushed some hair out of the way of his face, and saw Logic's cheeks almost more red than his own. Logic unconsciously shifted closer to Morality.
"I'm sorry that I'm bad at this." Logan mumbled, and Morality gave him an assuring smile as he gripped him tighter.
"Don't worry. I'll help you with anything you can't understand." He told him.
"We are already embracing, but I feel the need to get closer to you still.." Logic admitted sheepishly, and Morality chuckled, face growing nearer to Logan's.
"Would you like.. for me to, well uh.. kiss you..?" Morality whispered, and Logic wasn't sure what to say.
"If.. that is what you would like to do.. I don't see why not.." Logic whispered back to him. Morality smiled, bringing his other hand up to touch Logan's cheek, inching closer to him. Their lips finally came together, and this is where Logic became lost once more. He knew what kissing was, sure, but knowing how to do it was different.
He followed along with what Morality was doing, eyes hesitantly shutting as Morality pulled him closer still. After a while the two pulled apart, Morality with a wide grin on his lips and Logan giving a minuscule smile in return. "Was that.. alright?" Morality asked, wanting to be sure he didn't make Logic feel uncomfortable. Logic nodded, watching Morality, feeling what he assumed to be happiness, and.. love. That was the word he had been looking for all this time.
"Why do feelings have to be so confusing.." Logan mumbled, and Morality smiled, kissing his cheek.
"You'll get used to it. I'll be here to help you anytime you need it, Logan." Morality assured.
With Morality at his side, Logic was sure he could figure out what all these feelings were about. Maybe they weren't as "icky" as he had always thought they were, when you felt the right ones towards the right people.
This took me so long cause I wasn't sure I was happy with it and I changed the ending I was going to have, and I still dunno if I like it or not honestly. I hope that you all like it, this was requested by someone and I'm not completely sure whether it's what they wanted or not.. if not I apologize, I could definitely write another if I screwed it up.
On a different note can Morality pls adopt me? I promise I'd be a good son he just seems like he'd be an amazing and accepting parent y'know
Ahhh I'm still kinda embarrassed about uploading these, I've had fanfics up before but those were a different fandom with different kinds of people that read it and now I'm not sure if anyone who likes Thomas sanders will like my fanfics or not it's worrying
Well, I do hope that you enjoyed. I'll suppress my babbling in future end notes, apologies. Bye!-Bob
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