Emotions (No Ship)

I TOLD YOU TO PREPARE

Logan was confused.

Of course, when it came to emotions he always was. He didn't understand them, and at first he thought they were painful. He thought they were silly, and useless, and he wondered why anyone would want them if it meant hurting.

Someone had changed his view on that. Patton had taught him about emotions, taught him about one specifically. He had learned about love.

He found that he really enjoyed feeling love. His entire world had changed when he fell in love with Patton, and it had all been for the better. He felt happy every time the other was around, when he was close to him, or even simply when he was thinking of him.

Apparently he didn't understand enough.

He didn't know how to express his love. He didn't know he needed to for the other to realize he cared, and that was what caused him to lose the one he loved. He didn't feel like Logan cared, and now Logan was all alone, confused and feeling a new and horrible emotion.

He didn't know what it was. He did know that it hurt, though. He knew that he wished he could figure out time travel, just to go back in time and fix his mistakes without worrying about the consequences of changing things. He just wanted things to go back to the way they were.

Logan had cried for the first time that day. No one knew, of course, he hid his feelings well. Even unintentionally, it seemed. He was, again, confused when it happened. He had never cried before, had never felt bad enough to. Before then he pushed all of his emotions aside, and they never bothered him.

He had been too open. He had let his feelings show, had actually allowed himself to feel, and this is where he was now. Unable to keep his negative emotions back.

As Logan finally managed to stop crying, curled up and hiding away in his room, he made a promise to himself to never let his emotions get the best of him again. He had been right from the beginning.

Emotions were awful, and he wanted no part in them. He would never let himself be hurt again.

If everyone thought he was emotionless anyways, then what was the point in proving he's not? If all emotions do is hurt, then he would pretend he didn't feel until the day it came true.



Ahajajja this isn't my favorite but oh well

Apparently I'm celebrating my birthday entirely today so, probably gonna be busy and bad about responding to people sorry to anyone trying to talk to me

I'm also really tired and grumpy at the moment so before I get angry and snap at someone I think I'm gonna take a nap before we leave to do this escape room thingy. Also, everyone wish my sister a happy birthday theodd14yearold bc that's also today, we're having a party for her tomorrow (wish me luck.... it's at my house and there's gonna be a ton of people there ahhh)

Thanks for reading, hope you liked it. *the sorting hat from Harry Potter sorts you and leaves a ring pop for you*

Take care of yourselves or you're grounded. Lmao, love you guys. Bye!-Bob

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