( warning: sadness feels and depression)
Asher POV
Hey I'm Asher I'm a back up side I guess you'll call me I step in when a side is sick or hurt I don't look like the others I'm short with one red eye and one blue one with brown hair with a blonde strip in it I was sitting in the living room with Thomas Virgil Patton Logan and roman I looked over at roman something seems off he isn't talking that much..
Virgil POV
Asher tap my shoulder and whisper to me"hey something off with roman"I did noticed  that it was quite and I nodded and walked over to roman "hey roman what's up?"roman shakes his head and smiled his smiled was a little off" yeah I'm fine Virgil"I looked at him getting worried "you sure?" He nodded I sighed"OK roman but if you want to talk I'm here"he nodded "I know Virgil " later on I was outside looking at the stars and I saw roman walk out singing bullet by Hollywood undead(roman singing) "
My legs are dangling off the edge,
The bottom of the bottle is my only friend,
I think I'll slit my wrist again and I'm gone, gone, gone, gone.
My legs are dangling off the edge,
A stomach full of pills didn't work again,
I'll put a bullet in my head and I'm gone, gone, gone, gone.
Gone too far and yeah, I'm gone again,
It's gone on too long, tell you how it ends,
I'm sitting on the edge with my two best friends,
One's a bottle of pills, one's a bottle of gin,
I'm 20 stories up, yeah, up at the top,
I'll polish off this bottle, now it's pushing me off,
Asphalt to me has never looked so soft,
I bet my mamma found my letter, now she's calling the cops,
I gotta take this opportunity before I miss it,
'Cause now I hear the sirens and they're off in the distance,
Believe me when I tell you that I've been persistent,
'Cause I'm more scarred, more scarred than my wrist is,
I've been trying too long, with too dull of a knife,
But tonight I made sure that I sharpened it twice,
I never bought a suit before in my life,
But when you go to meet God, you know you wanna look nice.
So if I survive, then I'll see you tomorrow, yeah, I'll see you tomorrow.
My legs are dangling off the edge,
The bottom of the bottle is my only friend,
I think I'll slit my wrist again and I'm gone, gone, gone, gone,
My legs are dangling off the edge,
A stomach full of pills didn't work again,
I'll put a bullet in my head and I'm gone, gone, gone, gone.
We hit the sky, there goes the light, no more sun, why's it always night?
When you can't sleep, well, you can't dream,
When you can't dream, well, what's life mean?
We feel a little pity, but don't empathize
The old are getting older, watch a young man die,
A Mother and a Son and someone you know, smile at each other and realize you don't,
You don't know what happened to that kid you raised,
What happened to the Father, who swore he'd stay?
I didn't know 'cause you didn't say,
Now Mamma feels guilt, yeah, Mamma feels pain,
When you were young, you never thought you'd die,
Found that you could but too scared to try,
You looked in the mirror and you said goodbye,
Climb to the roof to see if you could fly.
So if I survive, then I'll see you tomorrow, yeah, I'll see you tomorrow.
My legs are dangling off the edge,
The bottom of the bottle is my only friend,
I think I'll slit my wrist again and I'm gone, gone, gone, gone,
My legs are dangling off the edge,
A stomach full of pills didn't work again,
I'll put a bullet in my head and I'm gone, gone, gone, gone.
I wish that I could fly, way up in the sky,
Like a bird so high,
Oh I might just try,
I wish that I could fly, way up in the sky,
Like a bird so high,
Oh I might just try,
Oh I might just try."
He sighed I looked at him really worried he looked up"hey ro"he looked at me"OK hey Virgil "he smiled fakeily I hugged him
Roman POV
I froze up Virgil was hugging me I hugged back tightly" roman what's wrong? "I started to shake not able to hold it back anymore and I started to cry" I hate myself I'm annoying I put on a stupid act so people would think I'm fine I hate worrying people i-im ugly and and"I cried more Virgil hugged me and whisper in my ear"shh its OK roman you are a handsome wonderful person OK?"I sniffed nodding he grabbed my wrist and dragging me inside humming I flitched everytime he held my wrist he looked at me"roman "we where in my room" take your shirt off"I looked at him not wanting too I took it off I had scars on my chest and back from fighting but the scars Virgil was looking at was my self harm ones he walked up to me looking upset"roman"he kissed my hand and my cheek kissing my tears away my heart is beating fast and I blushed "pls don't do this again OK?" He said I looked at him and he smiled"I care for you because I love you"I blushed "o-ok I won't do it again just for you because I love you too" he smiled and hugged me and he took his jacket and shirt off shit he's perfect he smiled "cuddles roman cuddles" I laughed and cuddled Virgil smiling he was snuggled up in my chest and he fell asleep Virgil is my angel I'm luckily to have him
The next day
Asher POV
I walked into romans room worry and I looked at him and Virgil cuddling that is adorable I took a picture "ship" I smiled and went to make breakfast with Patton
End
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