Nightmares

T/W: Nightmare, almost panic attack, beast, monster and that's it but I apologise if I miss any then please let me know! Also, I will let you know when the nightmare starts and finishes so if you want to skip the nightmare then you'll know when it starts and finishes.

Singing is in italics.

Virgil's POV:

'Another day of feeling worthless and self-deprecating thoughts is officially over'

That's what I thought as I flopped into bed. I was almost immediately consumed by sleep.

*NIGHTMARE START!!*

I was in the imagination and it shifted and changed to a park at night. I spotted an old bench with a few carvings in it. I read a few before coming across one that really disturbed me. It read "I'm coming for you!". I started walking and sung in an attempt at calming myself down. Sadly, the song stuck in my head was Nightmare by Set It Off.

They're coming, creeping from the corner. And all I know is that I don't feel safe. I whisper-sung, ducking under a low-hanging tree branch I feel the tapping on my shoulder. I swear I felt a tapping on my shoulder. I turn around in an alarming state. Phew, no one was there. But am I losing my mind?  I thought back to all the times that Roman and Logan had said I was losing my mind if I thought that I was helping Thomas. I really think so  I sighed, sitting down on a bench. It was creepily quiet. Not a creature in sight, but what you don't know is that my breathing gets faster and so does my heartbeat. My heartbeat and breathing got quicker. I wish this was over. I pinched myself, hard, and almost cried out in pain. I wish that this was a dream but I created a monster, a hell within my head. I looked around for an imagination exit but found none. Nowhere to go, I'm out on my own, oh I'm so scared. I tried to convince myself that it wasn't real but to no avail. I created a monster, a beast inside my brain. Nowhere to go, I'm not on my own. I tried to wake up, but the attempt was in vain. My mind impaled to wake me from my nightmare. I wasn't calming down, in fact, I was doing quite the opposite. I could feel myself on the VIRGE (sorry!) of a panic attack.

*NIGHTMARE PAUSE!*

Roman's POV

Wait, something doesn't feel right. No, something seems wrong.  And I've been feeling this way for far too long. Since my room was next to Anxiety's room, so maybe the anxious energy has come into my room? 

*NIGHTMARE PLAY*

Virgil's POV:

As my vision gets blurred, my skin's getting colder. A shiver ran down my spine. Appearing young, while I'm getting older. I collapse to the floor and scream "Can anybody save me from myself?" Strangely, I felt myself doing everything that the song described, getting older, then falling to the floor and screaming. I created a monster, a hell within my head. Nowhere to go, I'm out on my own, oh, I'm so scared! I created a monster, a beast inside my brain. Nowhere to go, I'm not on my own, my mind impaired to wake me from my nightmare. I saw a nearby cliff and headed towards it. Walking to the ledge, I find myself looking down. Frozen still with fear, now I'm plunging to the ground.

I fell.

If only I knew how to fly, then I could convince myself this isn't my time to die. Instead, I'm rocketing faster and faster. I dive, fall to the floor. And when my body crashes to the pavement. I'm right back where I was before. I was on the floor, next to the bench with the carving. Sitting down on the bench, I sang. I created a monster, a hell within my head, nowhere to go, I'm out on my own, oh, I'm so scared. I created a monster, a hell within my head, nowhere to go, I'm out on my own, oh, I'm so scared. I created a monster, a beast inside my brain. Nowhere to go, I'm not on my own. My mind impaired to wake me from my nightmare. Awake me from my nightmare. Awake me from my nightmare. Awake me from my nightmare. Awake me from my nightmare!

*NIGHTMARE END!*

I sat bolt upright.

"Virgil, kiddo, you ok?" asked Patton.

"Y-yeah," I said, my throat hurting, even though I whispered. "Just another nightmare, I'll be fine."

Although Patton looked sceptical, he left me alone. I thought back to the bench and the carving but shrugged it off.

The song was Nightmare by Set It Off and it is my favourite song along with Welcome To The Black Parade by MCR. Also, I might turn I Hate That I Love You into a whole book. Anyhow, keep socialising and washing your hands, stay safe, bye!





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