Janus was out in the hall, simply going downstairs to find some food, before his normally loving boyfriend came storming up the steps, shoving Janus into a wall as he passed obviously pissed off and either not recognizing Janus, or simply not caring that it was Janus. Janus tried catching his breath as he slammed against the wall, his breath being stolen from him in the process of it. Tears welled in his eyes at the fact that his boyfriend, shoved him into a wall with seemingly no care at all. Janus was very short, and therefore very light. Where as Remy was extremely tall, and therefore heavier and frankly stronger then Janus. Janus sniffled, wiping at his eyes to try and calm himself. He was fine, Remy was probably just upset. That thought didn't help much however, and instead more tears filled his eyes, and he choked back a sob, going to his room quickly.

That night Janus had locked himself in his room, reading to try and distract himself, even though that did little to help as it just made him want to cry even more because he knew Remy always loved to read over his shoulder while they cuddled. Janus knew that Remy was busy, and probably still pissed off, and that's why he didn't come to bed with Janus, but it still hurt. Remy granted never slept with Janus at night, as there was always a side still awake that Remy had to help sleep. But even though it was his job. Janus still almost wished Remy was there. But the other part told him Remy shouldn't be there, because he obviously didn't care about Janus.

Janus stayed up that night, reading to take his mind off it and hoping Remy didn't show up to chastise him.

The next morning, Janus was still up. He frowned, wiping at his tear tracked face. He had given up in reading after five minutes, opting to stare at a wall and cry. He struggled to force himself out of bed, going to his bathroom to wash his face. After which, he went down stairs slowly, making himself a tea while nobody was around, sniffling lightly. He was being stupid, but still. He added his things to his tea, adding some lemon because his throat hurt like a bitch from crying so much before going back to his room to do anything but cry hopefully. Janus made it back to his room, closing the door and putting his cup down before his door slammed open.

"Babes, why the fuck didn't you sleep last night?" Janus flinched, holding tears in.

"Because.." Janus whispered.

"Because? Babes, you my favorite because you always sleep, like seriously, what the fuck?"

"Because I just couldn't!" Janus yelled, holding himself tightly. Remy sighed.

"I'm too tired to deal with this shot right now, sorry babes" He said irritated, rolling his eyes and leaving.

Janus stayed in his room again that day, only going out twice, once to put away his cup, and the second to get a new tea later that night. He hoped he wouldn't run into Remy, it was obvious the taller was mad at him. Fate wouldn't be so kind, and he bumped straight into Remy, as he went back into the hall with his room, spilling the tea he had just made all over his self, burning him in the process. He let out a cry of pain, dropping the mug and falling against the wall as he pulled his shirt away from his chest. Tears flooded his vision as he sat on the floor sobbing. How did the others not wake up he didn't know.

"Babes? Jan? Look at me hun" Remy said softly, wiping at Janus' eyes. It didn't even burn all that much anymore, but now that he had started crying he could stop with all the thoughts of Remy being mad at him plaguing his mind.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry Rem, please" Janus sobbed, falling into Remys shoulder and clinging to him. "I'm sorry" he kept repeating, holding to Remy tightly.

"Woah babes, calm down, what's wrong?" He asked, snapping his fingers to clean up the spilt tea on the floor and on Janus along with the cup, taking Janus back to the room the two shared. Janus let out a string of words that definitely didn't go together and barely made any sense, before Janus let out a sob again, holding a hand over his mouth. Janus was sensitive, little things could send him over the edge but he had gotten good at hiding around the other sides. But around Remy, his persona fell apart. Janus curled in a ball on his bed, holding himself tightly and rocking lightly.

"Babes, you didn't do anything wrong what happened?"

"You- me- slammed" Janus sobbed, trying to catch his breath. "Then- yell" Janus sobbed again.

"It's okay, deep breaths babes" Remy coaxed, frowning in worry as Janus shook his head. "Come on babes, it's okay, breath with me" Remy did deep breaths trying to get Janus to follow him. Janus struggled, his breath eventually slowing. "See? It's okay babes.." Janus nodded, keep a hand over his mouth with tightly shut eyes.

"I-I'm sorry" Janus whispered, trying not to sob again.

"You shouldn't be hun, I shouldn't of yelled at you for not sleeping, I was tired but that's no excuse" Janus shook his head. "No? Babe, talk to me" Remy said lightly, crouching in front of Janus.

"Y-You, You slammed, m- me into the wall the other, other day" Janus sobbed, taking deep breaths right after to try and calm down. Remys eyes widened.

"I did what!?" He asked quickly, taking Janus' hands in his. "I'm so sorry Jan, I swear to god I didn't mean it! I didn't even realize, I'm so sorry babes" Janus sniffled, shrugging. "No, it's not whatever Janus, I hurt you and didn't even realize, I have to make it up to you. I'm so sorry, really, Janny" Janus nodded, attempting to pull Remy onto the bed to cuddle.

"C-cuddle?" Janus whispered, not wanting to be hurt or ignored again. Remy didn't hesitate, kicking off his boots, and taking off his leather jacket to show he was staying. "B-But, th-the others need, need sleep too" Janus whimpered out, the thought of Remy leaving actually hurting him more then when he got slammed into the wall.

"Screw them, my boyfriend is much more important to me then making sure the others are sleeping, I should be doing this more often anyways instead of leaving you alone so often" Janus nodded, cuddling into Remys chest, holding onto his shirt tightly, shaking a little bit. Remy wrapped his arms around Janus, holding him tightly.

"So... So you a-arent leaving tonight...?" Janus whispered into Remys chest. Remy nodded.

"I promise, I'm staying here as long as you want me here, and then even more after that, okay? I love you Jan.." Remy muttered softly, pressing a kiss to Janus' head. Janus nodded.

"I love you too.." Janus whispered before yawning, cuddling as close to Remy before falling asleep.