More angst cuz i dint know when to stop ig

Janus was lonely, again. It seemed to happen more that he was dating Remy. He frowned in confusion, hearing shouting from downstairs. Yes, he was in the light side for once, staying in Remy's room because it always made him a bit less lonely. He slowly got up, his feet touching the fuzzy carpet before he slowly went downstairs.

"I'm doing as much as I can! You fucks have to actually sleep too you know!" Remy yelled. Janus flinched, staying at the top of the steps. "Just because IM sleep, doesn't mean that I'm the only one responsible!!" He snapped, rubbing a hand through his hair. Janus looked on as Roman scowled.

"You're sleep though Remy! If Thomas is getting bad sleep, it leads to you!" Roman said loudly. "Your in charge of making sure he sleeps!!" Remy made a noise of frustration.

"And I would, if you idiots would actually sleep! I have to make sure everyon in the minds cape sleeps before I can make Thomas sleep, IM the only exception to that because I have to control the fucking sleep cycle!!" He yelled, shaking a bit and looking away with a frustrated sigh. "If it wouldn't be so detrimental to Thomas, I would leave and let you fools try and figure it out." Remy hissed. Going up the stairs past Janus without a second thought who stood there in shock. How did the others not know what Remy did for them all? Janus looked down the steps again before bolting over to Remys room. Granted he was always aloud in it, but he still knocked. He didn't get an answer, so he tried pushing it open, only to find it was locked from everything. Janus stood there for a moment in sadness and concern, before walking back to his room at the end of the long hall.

"Remy...?" Janus asked softly, knocking on the sleepy sides door. "Can I come in?" He asked. He once more got no response, but tried the door to find it was open. However, the sleepy side wasn't here. Janus frowned, stepping into the room and sitting on the bed, curling up a bit. He decided he should wait here until Remy got back.

"What the fuck are you doing in here" Remy growled, stepping into his room and looking at Janus. Janus flinched, tears forming in his eyes.

"I-I-" Janus started before Remy waved him off.

"Just get the fuck out" Remy huffed, going to his desk to look at the time table Logan always made. It made it easier for him to know when to release melatonin into Thomas' system. Janus nodded, quickly leaving Remy alone and going back to his own, feeling lonelier then ever.

Janus stared at Remys door, debating to go in. It was late, he couldn't sleep, and he felt unbearably lonely. He knew none of the other sides were awake... other then maybe Remy. He was the issue tonight. He started to go away from the door after a moment, only to be caught by Remy who opened his door with a sigh.

"What? What do you want now?" He asked, only then looking up to see the crying Janus. He blinked, seemingly realizing what he just said and to who. "Fuck" he murmured, going over the Janus and pulling him into a soft hug. "I didn't mean it, really babe, I thought you were Roman coming to yell at me again I swear" Janus sniffled. Nodding, but not quiet believing it. "Really Janny, I am unbelievably sorry, please" Remy said quickly. Janus nodded.

"I-It's okay... I understand..." he mumbled. Remy looked at him pleadingly.

"Really, I'm sorry Janus, just... go to my room and go to bed and tomorrow I'll pamper you and spend the entire day doing what you want whatever it is I promise. And when I'm done setting Thomas' sleep cycle I'll come lay with you okay?" He said genuinely, hoping Janus wasn't upset at him. "I promise Jan.." Janus nodded, hugging Remy.

"Can't I come with you...?" He murmured still hugging Remy. Remy wrapped his arms around him.

"I wish snapdragon... but the mind doesn't work like that... look, I'll wake you back up as soon as I'm done if you want" Janus shrugged.

"Won't that mess up Thomas' sleep...?" Remy shrugged.

"It shouldn't... by then his sleep cycle will be in progress so he shouldnt wake up if only one person is up" He said lightly. Janus nodded, looking past Remy at the door.

"Okay... but you promise you'll come back?" Remy nodded quickly.

"I promise"

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