I'm sorry guys, I just feel really horrible.
My grandma called my mom and pleaded to her with a sad voice to join her in a big family Christmas dinner.

Now, this is strange, because my mom and grandma don't really ever see eye to eye, and my grandma has never, in 4 years, called my mom.
Anyway, so I think one of my family members is dying. And I just... I don't know how to feel, guys. I know most of you don't really care because you don't know me, but if any of you do, can you just... I don't know, bare with me here?

I'm trying, I really am. I'm trying to keep making enjoyable stories. I'm trying, I promise I am.
But it's hard when you're battling your thoughts every night, and then suddenly another person from your life might be taken away?

I'm sorry again for bothering you. Have a nice day/night.