Roman blushed, feeling little small. All of the sides were in the middle of a road trip, and he'd slipped into little space. He covered his face in embarrassment, this wasn't meant to happen.

Of course, they all knew about his little coping mechanism, and how he'd digress sometimes, they'd all witnessed it at one point or another, and found it adorable how the usual loud, extroverted side could turn quiet and shy within the span of two seconds.

He felt nervous around everyone who was so big when he felt so small. Everyone was talking and it was so loud...

But that wasn't the problem. The problem was that he had to pee, and that he was so nervous about admitting it, especially when he was so small, felt like his bladder was too big for his small mind, and without his pull ups he felt like he had no control over himself.

He felt extremely out of place and just wanted to softly speak up and tell Logan, who was driving, to pull into a gas station or something so he could go.

But no, not in a million years would he do that. Asking Logan of all people. It wasn't that he was especially nervous around him, or afraid-heavens no, he was just a little bit anxious, because, well, Logan was a very cut and dry, straight to the point person. He had a schedule and wanted to stay on it.

Which meant, scheduled stops and no fooling around. He knew the next scheduled stop wasn't for a while, but a small part inside of him, that was trying to fight his worries knew that Logan didn't care about the schedule that much to deny anyone in the car a bathroom break.

He shifted, crossing his ankles and biting his lip before he curled up into a ball and whimpered.

Remus and Patton were in the middle of some back and forth conversation about why Remus should not have a crush on Jeffrey Dahmer, who A. Is dead, and B. You know...a s.εﾒ offender who KIDNAPPED, KILLED AND ATE PEOPLE-

"The things I would let him do to me.." Remus began dreamily.

"Remus, you wouldn't let him do anything, he would do it, -like it or not- and would not care one bit about you! That's a horrible thing to say, all those people didn't die just so you could sit here and call it 'dreamy!'" Logan exclaimed, finally jumping into the conversation.

"Yeah, this is getting kind of ridiculous" Virgil interjected.

Remus rolled his eyes, "fine..Ted Bundy tho-"

"NO!" All of them yelled at the same time.

The conversation about murders was just making Roman even more nervous, and all the arguing and yelling was getting him nowhere near being big again, so he sat there with tears in his eyes. He nervously guzzled down the rest of his apple juice, which half he'd drank during the beginning of the car ride.

He was sitting behind Virgil and across from to Janus, who both seemed to catch on to the fact that he was little. He hadn't said anything in nearly half an hour, and that in itself was concerning.

Janus scooted over closer to Roman, and muttered lowly, "feeling small?"

Roman nodded.

He held Roman close and told him that it was alright. "Loud.." he muttered, burying his face into Janus's chest.

"I know.." Janus murmured, running his fingers through Roman's hair, (Yes, Roman was the one person that Janus would take his gloves off for) and he closed his eyes, falling asleep. He was long overdue for a nap anyways, as he stayed up late the night before worrying about this very thing happening.

Janus informed everyone in the car that Roman had fallen asleep and was in little space, so everyone opted to lower their voices and drop the topic of their conversation before he woke up.

It wasn't until about two hours later he woke up, and realized that the apple juice he had no longer felt like it had been such a good idea..he blinked a couple of times, rubbing his eyes and lifting his head off of Janus's chest. Janus smiled down at him, stopping his twitter scroll, and asked, "still feeling little?"

Roman nodded, though he couldn't really pay attention because he had to pee so badly, it was not okay.

Roman bit his lip, before muttering, "nervous..need space..sorry.."

"No, it's okay! There's plenty of space for me to move over to the other side, remember, if you need something, don't be afraid to tell any of us."

Virgil, with a smirk on his face, having heard the whole conversation, texted Janus, 'god, you're so soft'

Flustered, Janus replied, 'Yeah? Well my fist isn't so Stfu''

Virgil literally had to turn around to give Janus a blank scare, because he knew that was the lamest thing he could have typed, "now I know you could've came up with better than that" he whispered.

Janus literally hissed.

Roman wasn't paying too much attention to anything going on in the car, noises seemed to be rushed and blended together, and time was just ticking away, and so were the seconds he had until his bladder forcefully emptied itself out.

He snaked a hand down to his groin and whimpered as a spurt leaked out of him. He wasn't going to make it if he continued like this. He had to tell someone...

But he couldn't. He was just too nervous.

His eyes widened, as his body made a choice for him before he could make up his mind on weather or not to speak up, his small leaks turned into larger streams, before he could just not stop the flood gates from bursting open anymore. He had tried his best, but couldn't hold it until the next stop.

A pang in his bladder told him that he was done for, before his body relaxed and he was going full force into his pants.

His cheeks darkened and the tears in his eyes slipped down his cheeks. He turned his head to look out the window, and rested it on his folded arms. He was internally panicking as his pants, as well as his thoughts, got darker and darker.

'God, you really are a baby, and that's all they'll ever think of you. They're bound to make fun of me, Remus is relentless, i'll never hear the end of it. "Aweee wittle baby had an accident?"

He could hear the cold, uncaring condescending voices now.

What would Logan say? That he ruined the seats of his car. He was going to be in so much trouble!

The warmth between his legs spread between his thighs and pooled around under him, though didn't soak into the seat, as it was leather. His bum was saturated with the mess of his little accident, and his face was soaked with tears.

As he finally finished going, he glanced down to survey the damage, and it was a huge mess. He blushed a dark shade of red as new thoughts of panic entered his mind, because they were going to find out.

Everyone was suspicious of his behavior already. Even as a little, he'd usually chat their ears off, even if he was a bit shyer!

Virgil had noticed heavy breathing and shifting around, muffled sobs and shaky breaths. Roman was clearly upset about something. He adjusted his seatbelt so he could turn around, and his eyes widened as he saw the huge mess Roman had made of himself.

He knew Roman wasn't going to speak up for himself, so he gave Roman a reassuring look as they locked eyes, "uhh..Logan?"

"What is it Virgil?"

"How long until that scheduled stop of yours? Because you need to stop at a gas station like, right now."

"Really Virgil? You have to pee now?" Logan sighed in frustration.

"No. But-Roman already did" Virgil said, cringing and offering an apologetic smile to Roman.

Everyone in the car immediately turned to look at Roman, who then bursted into tears, muttering out apologies and hurried sentences that nobody could make sense of.

Everybody began to quickly reassure Roman that it was okay, and that nobody was mad at him. Logan stopped at the very next gas station, and everyone hopped out quickly to help. Patton went inside to get one of the keys to the out door bathrooms, Virgil got some towels from the back, Remus got some of the cleaning supplies they had, and Janus got to work with helping a sobbing Roman out.

He'd brought Roman to the bathroom, telling him that everything was going to be fine.

"I-i'm so sorry I made a mess" he said quietly, choking down yet another sob.

"No, no the seats are leather, all that's needed is a towel and some cleaning spray. It's alright. Here, let's get you changed and cleaned up, and when we get to the hotel, we can take a nice warm bath, okay?" Janus reassured gently.

Gosh, he was getting soft.

"O-okay..thank you daddy" he sniffled.

Janus smiled gently, "it's alright baby. It will always be alright. Accidents happen, even to the best of us."

Roman nodded, and Janus helped him get dressed, disposed the wet clothes into a bag, and met everybody else outside of the car. Patton returned the key, and everyone piled back into the car. Roman, in his shame, almost began crying again when he saw the slightly darker patch on the seat.

But Virgil had gotten Roman his favorite blanky and stuffed animal, and so he was pacified enough to calm himself down.

Roman flinched when Logan and Remus entered into the car, and his eyes filled with tears.

"Hey, what's wrong champ?" Remus asked.

"You make fun of me and Logan angry!" He exclaimed, bursting into tears as he broke out into sobs.

"No, no! I would not make fun of you!" Remus said quickly, "Janus make it stop crying-uh-Roman it's okay! It was just an accident!"

"Yes, and I'm not angry, I promise Roman. It's illogical for me to be angry about something that has such an easy solution. Don't you worry, everything will turn out okay. Are you tired?" He asked.

Roman nodded.

"Come here" Janus smiled, "get your blankie and your stuffie. Let's take another nap, how about that, okay? And when we get to the hotel we'll have cuddles and baths okay!"

"Okay.." he muttered, cuddling up to Janus.

The next time he woke up, he was still little, and as promised, got a big bubble bath, and many, many cuddles from everyone, just as promised.

"I love you Jan..thank you for dealing with me" Roman muttered in his arms, starting to become big again.

"Oh hush, you aren't a problem. And I don't deal with you. I love you" he said, kissing his forehead and ruffling his hair, before both of them cuddled in each other's embrace.

A/n: FINALLY I FINISHED A CHAPTER! Been working on this a while even though it may not seem like it lol

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