Punk Nerd! Logan

Pastel Femme boy! Patton

//TW: Sexual mention, swearing//

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Logan's POV

Why is he so perfect...?

It should be impossible.

For someone to be so precious and so pure.

Everyone has some unsavory characteristics. An underdeveloped sense of empathy. Or a tasteless personality. Overly sensitive. Prideful. Something!

He has none of it.

And his name is Patton Valentine.

Peach skin and scattered freckles all over his chubby, stout, short, and curvy body. Honey runs through his veins and creates the soft blushing glow in his cheeks. It complements his soft round face and his shining smile. His delightfully wavy dirty blonde hair. How it gets all messy and flows in his eyes. His golden round rim glasses that hang big on his face. They are usually askew or he'll lose them and have to hold on to me because he cants see anything. I'll find them and put them back on. His big baby blue eyes staring back at me.

The way he giggles and his gentle high pitched sweet tone. How strong he is to be so delicate and in touch with his emotions. How comfortable the sound of his voice is and the honeysuckle words that flow from his mouth.

How he can wear whatever he wants and still look cute. How nice light colors look on him. The way dresses complement his figure. And how he twirls in skirts. How amazing his legs look in shorts... or thigh highs.

When he gets excited he'll bounce and he'll jiggle a bit which only makes it cuter. Or when he thinks he sticks his tongue out.

Even when he looks up at me with his doe-eyed expression to ask me even simple questions... I melt. Even how ditzy and clumsy he gets I still love him. When he's dense and clueless I still love him...

And it's so hard to admit because I'm so different.

My name is Logan Harriet and I'm a punk. I'm very tall, strong, and intimidating. I've corrected teachers with my intelligence. I always wear black dress shirts and ties. Edgy but with standards.

Someone like Patton deserves someone a bit less scary a bit gentle but hardened enough to combat his sporadic and clumsy personality. But able to take care of him when he needs it.

I don't know if I could do that. I am friends with Patton but I'm afraid if we got close like that and we fought I'd scare him too bad. He hates being yelled at. The last thing I want is to upset him. He's the only person I'm gentle with. Everyone else knows I'm brutally honest, a bit rude, and a smart ass. Even if I wanted to ask him out I'm afraid he'll only think of me as a friend or get overwhelmed and say he's not ready to date.

I want nothing more than that though. How many times I've wanted to take his hand in mine. Let him rest on my chest while I read him stories. I won't embrace him not just when he's crying but whenever he needs it. Kissing his soft plump lips. I want to take him on dates and put my arm around him in public. I want to

So people know... he's mine <3

I'm so hopelessly devoted to him...

And first the first time in a while... I don't know what to do about it.

"Logan"

"Logan"

"Hey, Logan!"

"Yo earth to calculator watch!"

I jumped out of my head rather abruptly and I was back at the lockers with my other friends. I was still in a caught off guard daze with a red hot blush on my face from my intimate thoughts.

"You good? It looked like you were in a daze" Roman asked me.

"I-I'm just fine" I took a breath. Now I couldn't get him out of my head.

"You're face is really red you sick or something?" Virgil asked.

"Maybe he was thinking about DICK" Remus was sitting in his locker.

"No. I was just thinking" I was vague.

"What about~?" Ro smiled.

"Personal matters. It's none of your business." I straightened my tie.

"Oooo Logie has a secret~!" Ree giggled.

"Quiet" I looked out into the hall and there he was.

I heard skipping coming towards me and there was Patton coming towards me in an insanely cute outfit.

(pretend the t-shirt is blue-)

"Hi Logan!" he looked up at me.

"O-oh hello Patton. How may I help you?" My heart jumped at the sight of him.

"Do you know what number fifteen was on the history homework? My internet wasn't working too well so I couldn't look it up" He asked and showed his paper which had various doodles, messy handwriting, and one blank answer.

"Oh, it's no trouble Patton, of course, I can help. So the battle of 1066 was actually called The Battle of Hastings. It's commonly forgotten." I explained.

"Oh thank you so much lolo" Patton scribbled an answer while resting the paper on a locker. "I could have sworn it was the Again court one" He scratched the back of his neck.

I couldn't help but laugh "Pat. It's referred to as The Battle of Agincourt. It happened 400 years later and it took place in France. Hastings was in England" I chuckled.

"Oh gosh, I'm sorry! I'm such a dummy..." He blushed.

"It's alright Patton. History isn't a strong suit for many people" I reassured.

"Well thank you and I wanted to ask if you wanted to be my tutor for a couple of days every week... I understand if you can't. It's just my parents want me to get a tutor for some classes because I'm having trouble" Pat got really shy.

"It would be my pleasure. Is after school today alright?" I bent down to look him in the eyes.

"Y-yeah and Uhm...  I wanted to do this for a while but I kept forgetting" Patton took out one of his cute pens and wrote his number and blue glitter ink on my hand. "So text me... not in like a weird but when I need help on something or you wanna talk" He got flustered.

I did a bit myself. "I understand Patton. I'll see you after school. Meet me by the west gates, ok?" I raised an eyebrow.

"Ok see you then! Thank you!" He smiled and jogged off. I saw his bag on the ground. I rolled my eyes playfully and grabbed it. Catching up to him and tapping him on the shoulder.

"You left your bag, silly." I laughed.

"Oh gosh thank you! Sorry!" Patton took it and ran off clumsily.

I went back to my locker and opened it, taking out a book and reading.

"Dude, what was that?" Roman asked.

"An acquaintance of mine," I answered simply.

"You're friends with the pastel?"  Virgil looked surprised.

"Yes, why?" I asked.

"It's like he's your fluffy bunny or something!" Remus said and Ro laughed.

"Yeah! You tolerate how stupid he is?" Virgil chuckled.

"He's not stupid just a little slow" I defended him.

"Oh swir I'm sowwy I'm not as smawt as you. But you wove me anyway cuz I can be your dumb wittle kitten slut and you can dom mwe any twime you want because I want you to be happy daddy!" Remus said in a cutesy voice.

"Remus oh my god I will slap you!" I grabbed his shirt collar.

"What? you're gonna tell me I'm wrong? You obviously have a thing for those thicc hips and that phat ass of his" Ree smirked.

Logan punched him lightly in his stomach. "I said. Shut up." He growled.

"Man you are just swimming in Denial" Roman laughed.

"What is Logan wrong about this time?" Janus appeared.

"He wants us to believe he isn't head over heels for Patton Valentine~" Ro smirked.

Jay laughed hysterically. "Oh please! He's the only person you don't act like a smart ass to. You show him affection which you never do normally. You're actually patient with him. You let him copy and cheat off you. Which you give a giant middle finger to anyone else who asks. And he makes you blush. You would bleed out for that little marshmallow of a boy" He smiled dastardly.

I was backed into a corner I couldn't lie and logic my way out of that. "Ok fine! But if you make fun of me or embarrass me in front of him and I'll tear off your testicles." I growled.

Virgil laughed "no promises" he winked.

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Part 2 coming soon