Monday came and Virgil was for once sitting in Angela's car. He didn't sleep last night. He couldn't. Patton was sitting at the passenger seat while Virgil sat behind him. He didn't even ate breakfast. He didn't feel hungry. They were going to the next city. There was Virgil's psychopharmacologist and therapist and he had a appointment for today. Patton smiled at him.

P: "Good luck!"

Before he got off to go to school. Angela now got to that old road through forests and hills. Virgil was already sea sick. He pressed his middle finger knuckle against his lips. That sometimes made him feel better. He stared out the window watching the trees pass by like never ending jungle. Green, green, brown, green. That's all his tired head could see. He was turning even paler than before almost green. Angela knew about this but she couldn't do anything about it. She could just hope that the town won't have terrible traffic as always.

It had. The traffic was horrific. For Virgil the worst possible outcome. Driving in slow short segments in a vibrating car. Nothing better to make him nauseous other than the crazy rides that could be in amusement parks. Last time he listened to Patton's ride suggestion. He had to walk home on foot or he'd puke.

The ride was taking forever and Virgil was already at a point of wishing to be never born. Before Angela headed into a familiar street. Therapist. Virgil got off the car with backpack over one shoulder and said I to the car before closing the door simple

V: "Thanks auntie."

Then he headed in. He told his therapist everything about his life so far, how he met Roman, Dean, the party. They talked until he finally could leave to go to his psychopharmacologist. He walked few streets avoiding people's eyes. He was there rather quickly. He had few spare minutes so he went to a near store and bought new chewing gum. Than he walked in, it didn't take long this time. He got a prescription and left.

He was going for a bus and hoped to not run into someone. He came to the bus stop and put his hood on, along with his earbuds. But after few minutes a green nightmare appeared. Oh boy. This thunder and storm of bad ideas and decisions. Remus. He used to live across the street from Virgil. He's now in a senior year high school. He absolutely ignores personal space, earbuds, authorities. He's a teachers worst nightmare. But he's unpredictably smart. He came up to Virgil and started talking. After few minutes Virgil took out one of his earbuds and said Hi to Remus. They started talking and Virgil remembered their good old times. As Remus used to get Virgil in trouble. How they had fun, played games, how many dumb ideas they had... It were good times. Now Remus looked like a idiot. With that pedo mustache of his, messy curly hair and that destructive look in his eyes. Remus kept on talking until something he said caught Virgil's attention.

R: "Yo Anxiety you know Roman Princeps?"

Virgil was caught of guard but answered.

V: "Um... Yeah. He's on my school."

R: "Broooooo that's my cousin! We were talking yesterday about that I couldn't come to his party and he started talking about you. So I was like 'No wayyyy it's THAT Virgil' but I guess it really is you. Duuuudee he gay."

V: "What do you mean?"

R: "Dude he gay. I'm trying to say that he was on the phone helplessly whining how gay he is for you. Like. I'm probably not supposed to tell you that but yolo."

Virgil blushed madly.

V: "Are you serious? No way that someone might actually like me. I'm terrible."

R: "Bitch I will punch you with friendship if you say that bullshit again. You might hate ya self. But my cousin is gay about you like he is for Chris Evans. And boy does he love his Thor."

Virgil was baffled. Could Remus be serious? Or is this just another of his jokes and pranks? Is this just a cruel joke?

V: "Are you sure?"

R: "He said that HIS Virgil got a nickname Anxiety."

Virgil was already blushing to a point when he stuttered.

V: "Hi-his Virgil?"

R: "Yeah dude. He likes you. He's crushing on you so bad mate."

V: "O-Okay..."

R: "Dude you're soooo deep into this too."

V: "What are you t-talking about?"

R: "You're gay for him as WEELLLL!"

V: "W-What?"

R: "You're crushing on him! Oh, my, god!"

V: "Okay! Okay! But if you tell him you're dead!"

R: "Yeah, yeah I won't. I still remember how you broke Dean's arn that one time. Won't challenge ya."

V: "Don't tell him about that either."

R: "Don't worry I pretended I don't know you. That you were just that ghost guy in my school."

V: "Well I was..."

R: "Yeah but not to me. You were my partner in crime!"

V: "Don't even remind me. You were my partner in crime as long as Dean couldn't see."

R: "I had to keep up my reputation of destructive loner. No friends, no sense, no time I wasn't out of trouble."

V: "True. Others saw you as a walking natural disaster. As is serial killer had a kid with natural disaster."

R: "Oh you. Don't flatter me. I have a new stunt by the way."

V: "What is it this time? Setting your hair on fire? Smacking someone with a crowbar? Flirt with someone crazy and have a one night stand with them?"

R: "I ate a deodorant in class. It tasted pretty good actually. But anything tastes good to me as long as it isn't toxic."

V: "Did they call the ambulance?"

R: "Nah. The teacher read the packaging and found out it isn't toxic so I was good to go. But I've been in trouble for that lol."

V: "I knew that you'd be in trouble."

R: "You bet I was. But they got used to me now. It need something big!"

V: "Oh boy..."

R: "Well I should go."

V: "Well see you later."

R: "See ya!"

Remus said as he walked away. Virgil's bus came just as Remus left. Virgil got on and stared out of the window the whole ride back. Thank god he didn't feel sick now. He got back to the city and decided to walk around the place near the campus. Just so he could find new places to spend time when he had some spare time between lessons. He found a cute coffee shop that was making him feel at ease so he found his place. He ordered hot chocolate and sat in the but darker corner. He like the smell of coffee, the muffled voices around. He looked up at the waitress bringing his hot chocolate. He nodded happily.

W: "Anything else sir?"

Virgil thought for a moment.

V: "That cake with nuts looks delicious. I'd love one slice please."

W: "Ofcourse. It will be here in a moment."

V: "T-Thank you."

His anxiety was starting to kick in. He didn't like to go anywhere alone. But better alone than in the wrong company. Corner was shielded from the rest by some shelves and couches. But he had surprisingly good view of the whole place. He sipped the chocolate. It was delicious. He waited for the cake patiently. When he received it he smiled at the waitress and as she left he started eating the cake. And just enjoyed his time alone. Than the bell at the door rang as someone walked in. Two cheerful male voices entered. He looked to the entrance and saw two too familiar faces. Roman and Dean. They were talking and laughing as they both ordered and got a table together. The table had one more chair left. So they were waiting for someone. And after some time the person came. Remy. That guy is iconic. The guy that you'd say would lead the mean girls is they didn't had Regina. He sat to them and ordered his ice coffee with hella lot sugar and milk.

Virgil leaned back to be less visible than he already was and tried to listen to their conversation. He couldn't make out what they were saying but they were having fun. Remy was acting like a queen, Roman was laughing and Dean was doing a perfect Heather Duke impression. He was such a bitch. Virgil already ate his cake, drank his chocolate and now he was just sitting there waiting for the three to leave. He didn't mind Remy and god he didn't mind Roman at all. But Dean? No. He can't be seen by him. By non of them. If he'd try to leave while Dean would be on the toilet Roman would stop him and ask him to join, but he doesn't want to seem rude or like he doesn't like Roman.

The waitress came to him and asked if he wants anything else. He thought for a bit and he said he'll pay. The waitress went away to get stuff she needed for that and than she came back. He payed and gave her a big tip. He than asked if it's okay that he'll stay there just just like that. She said it's absolutely okay and that he should take his time.

Virgil sat back quietly. He took out his phone and looked at the blog.

'Hi Virrrrrrgggg!'

'What's up?'

'You look like you're hiding from someone.'

'Who in the cinnamon toast fuck makes you look so uncomfortable?'

'The fuck is that question above me?'

V: "Oh you know who it is..."

He said quietly.

'DEAN!'

'THA SNEK BOI!'

'DANGER NOODLE!!!!!!!!'

'Your arch nemesis.'

V: "Yeah..."

'You stuck?'

Virgil just nodded.

'AWWWW MY SON IS STUCK!'

'Nuuuuuu our baby is stuck!'

'Oh no.'

'Aww nuuu!'

'Why can't you just leave?'

V: "Roman's there too and he'd probably want me to join them and I don't want to seem rude."

'Aw nuuuuuu!'

'Oh the prince Charming.'

'Aw don't worry! If you'll tell him you have to leave he should understand.'

V: "But what if he won't?"

'Anxious boi'

'Aw Virgil don't worry he won't. Trust me.'

'Virgil it will be okay!"

Virgil leaned back even more if he could. Than he set his phone down. In few minutes when he was starting to get comfortable his phone started buzzing. His ringtone alarming the most of the shop. Including Roman, Remy and Dean. He quickly and clumsily picked up the phone.

V: "H-Hello?"

P: "Virgil where are you? You should have been home by now?"

V: "I-I'm in a coffee shop..."

P: "That one near campus?"

V: "M-Mhm..."

P: "You're very quite. Is everything okay?"

V: "Patton I'm fine. I'll get h-home soon."

P: "Okay bro bro."

V: "S-See you soon."

P: "Bye bye!"

Virgil put his earbuds in and got up. He was so anxious but he had to leave. He walked from his 'save zone' and started walking out. He waved at Roman and the others as a way of Hello and Goodbye and left. Roman waved at him happily too. Remy nodded in approval and Dean just looked.

It wasn't as bad as he thought. Roman seemed happy to see him. He went home. While he was walking he stopped paying attention to everything. Than it happened. Someone ran into him and knocked him to the ground. All he saw was papers flying around. Than he looked around. It was Emile.

E: "Oh no, no, no, no, no, no, nooo! My papers! My notes!"

V: "Oh I'm so sorry!"

E: "No that's my fault! But God I'm late!"

Virgil started collecting the papers of the ground with Emile and than gave them to him.

V: "Go! And good luck!"

E: "Thanks!"

He yelled over his shoulder as he ran towards his destination.

Virgil finally came home. Patton jumped at Virgil hugging him.

P: "How was it? New medication? Are you getting better?"

V: "It wasn't bad, I got less powerful antidepressants because I've been better for a long time, yes I'm getting better. Slowly. But I'm healing."

P: "VIRGIL THAT'S GREAT! You're getting better! I'm so glad!"

Virgil hugged Patton back.

V: "Yeah. Me too."

P: "Do you need rest?"

V: "Yeah, probably."

P: "Okay won't keep ya busy bro."

V: "Thanks Pat."

P: "No problem."

Patton let go of Virgil and Virgil went to his room. He put his backpack in the corner of the room and than collapsed on his bed. He was feeling so weak. But he felt good about himself. He was able to do it. He hugged his pillow and let out a sigh. He looked at the ceiling.

V: "Roman... Fuck..."

He buried his face into the pillow. He was so painfully in love.

YO! I'M STILL ALIVE! HERE! HAVE A NEW CHAPTER! Yeah I will spell Remy as Remy and Remi. Deal with it. Lol. I figured out who Remus is now, his whole bio so that's great. I hope you enjoyed this chapter. Don't forget you can give the cast questions. -Author-chan