I want it to be dark, so y'know, Jordan make sure you do the trigger warning for this 😅😅😅I actually don't know if it'll be dark or not. I have no idea, no clue maybe not maybe so.

TW: Nearly Character death, Mentions of Character death, mention of cutting, using traits not names

Remus POV

I am the reason. It's all my fault. I hurt them all, I killed them all but most of all... I killed the only person that cares about me, I killed the only person who would even consider themselves to be falling in love with me! And it's all my fault!!! The voice wouldn't shut up and and and it took control of me, that's never happened before but apparently it chose this moment to change that! Now what the hell do I do?! I'm all alone and I'm the only person in the minds ape now which means Thomas will practically go insane!! And everything will be my fault! It is my fault, what the hell have I done, I clicked and went nuts!

My shoulder shakes in time with my heavy, broken up sobs as my throat begins to close up. I can't stay here, in this room with the blood surrounding me, mocking me, talking to me, watching me. Oh god I'm going insane, I can hear his voice, I can hear virgil calling my name. With a blurry vision, I sprint out. I don't know where I'm going, I don't know when I'll return, maybe I won't come back, but I just, I need to escape. I need to leave. I need to-

Virgil POV (You don't actually think I'd kill him off right? Dude, come on. If it isn't already obvious with like every single ship including Virgil, Virgil is my precious bean, and he is my favourite)

What the hell? Why do I hear screaming coming from Remus' room?! Is he okay?! Springing up from my seat, I call his name, rushing out of my room to see a glimpse of him running up the stairs which leads to the highest point in the mindscape of Thomas.

"Remus!" I glance in his room and nothing out of the ordinary is in there, it's still the same messy, unorganised bedroom he always has. So what's scared him so much that chases him to run away!? Is it his voice? "REMUS!!"

Back to Remus POV because yeah.

I can't let my voice control Thomas, who knows what he'll force him to do, who knows what he'll make him do! It'll make Thomas go insane and sleep deprived and and and.... Maybe even suicidal.... Then I'll be the reason for his death as well as the rest of the sides! I stop running, once I'm on top of this tower place. I've never been up here by choice, it's always the place ViVi came to when he needed to clear his mind. I would always grow too worried to leave him up here alone, fearing he may fall off despite the fact that he's scared of heights. But nevertheless, it is peaceful up here. Its silent at least, only for a few moments.

You killed them all and it's all your fault. You never got to tell Anxiety how you felt. You never got to thank deceit for everything he's done for you. You never got to spend more time with Creativity. You never got the chance to do any experiments with Logic for science and you were never able to give Morality anything for his birthday or father's day. You never got to help Thomas and now because of you, he'll soon go insane and hate himself. He'll do things to himself, he'll hurt himself, he'll cut himself, he'll bleed, he'll be lonely, he'll go crazy and he won't be able to take it. And it's all your fault.

"REMUS! SNAP OUT OF IT!!!"

I snap out of my daze and I'm suddenly dangling down with a fall below me but with a grip around my wrist, holding me up from the death below. I look up, tears in my eyes, seeing Virgil looking down at me with his hands wrapped around my wrists, keeping me up.

"Remus!" He cries from happiness. "Remus!"

"V-Virgil?" I whisper in slight awe and shock. "You were dead though. You can't be real?! You are not Anxiety? Are you my voice?!"

"Remus, you really can't tell when it's me? No one is hurt, no one is dead, no one is gone! Thomas is okay and so is Janus and Roman and everyone! Everyone is safe except you!"

"W-What?"

"Help!!!" He yells, not just to me but I hear the door open and close, it makes me flinch, more tears making their way down my cheeks. "Come on! Dammit!" He cusses, trying to pull me up but failing miserably. Another head pops over the edge as I feel the wind blow me to the side, when all seems hopeless and I'm about to fall, Janus grabs my arm, helping Virgil with trying to pull me up.

"How did you get yourssself in thisss sssituation?" He hisses, doing most of the work. He's not dead, his scales are still on his face, he's not hurt, he's, hes-

"There!" Virgil has one last tug before pulling me back onto steady ground but he doesn't hesitate to pull me onto him, his arms wrapped around me, as if he never wants to let go, like he has to be physically pried off of me.

"What happened?" Janus questions me.

"Nothing, I'll handle it, Jannie." Virgil brushes him off letting me cling onto him, returning his gesture, never wanting to leave his side.

"If you're sure, Virge." Janus does in fact stand and he slithers away, hissing something under his breath before disappearing into the mindscape.

"Re, is everything alright now?" Vi asks me.

"I thought you were dead." I whisper in surprise. "I thought I had killed you. I didn't mean to fall, it's the voice. It can control me. I-I-I... What do I do?!"

"Re, it's okay, I swear. We're all fine and we're all okay."

"Why do I have to be dark creativity?"

"Why do I have to be Anxiety?" I smile to myself. I'm not alone. "Re, I hate seeing you like this. Please let me help you."

"You know," I sit up to stare into his eyes. "The voice told me something I never really considered telling you before."

"What?"

"It was telling me all the things I never got the chance to say and tell people around me. It said I'd never get the chance to tell you I loved you." His eyes widen, blushing a deep red. "So I'll say it now. Virgil, I love you!"