A/N: No ship. I don't know human au i guess. This one is kinda angusty so yeah. Oh! By the way Italic is what's written, and normal is their thoughts.

Virgil's pov: 

I wish i were normal. I wish I dressed more like a boy. I wish I didn't act so girly. I wish I would stop being hated. I mean no one says anything to me but I can feel it everyone judging me. Saying how ugly and awful I look. saying that I shouldn't be this way, or doing the things I'm doing. They don't like how I express myself. I wish I were normal. I alway knew I'd be different. But now I know how different I am. But i'm not gonna change who I am. But every day goes by and I am constantly reminded that No will ever like me! No one will ever love me! And no one IS EVER GONNA CARE!!! EVEN IF I-

I slammed the book shut, and run my fingers through my hair and grip in tight. Tear's spilled form my face. My body started shaking. I was overcome with to many emotions. It's always so freaking scary when I feel so much at once. Anger towards myself for not being who everyone wanted me to be. Sadness because no one even likes me. No one cares either. Fear because I wanted to end all my pain right here on the spot. But not having the courage to. I shook my head. Trying to chase away those thoughts. I got up to go get a glass of water.

Wow, that was depressing.