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💌₍₁₎ chapter three achieved

Tangled up in these sheets with you. Always with you. You're my escape, but I want more. But you're not in the mood for more. I'm scared to even give it up to you baby. But sometimes I just don't give up. Tossing the covers off my tepid body, I look back at alyn's chest moving up and down slowly. His head turnt towards the door. Tangled up with you in my sheets. It's all I know how to do. To run away from pain, guilt , when I want closure and warmth. And you don't mind. You just let me do it to you. What if one day you fall in love with someone else?

I'd guess i will find someone else to feel this empty void. Sighing I step quietly towards my bathroom door. A hand grips my wrist dragging me back to my bed. Laying my body into theirs. "Where you going angel?" His olive tatted hands caressing my head. "Hm?" He asks.

"I..I.. I was going to take a shower, so we can head out today!" I say masking the thump in my heart, trying to get out his grasp he holds me down wrapping his arms around my waist, his lips on my neck kissing every spot he did the night before. I can't keep doing this. I can't keep running back to him. "What are we doing today then?" Alyn mumbles in my neck.

Fumbling in what I should say I look at his arm "were getting tattoos!" I shout somehow sitting in his waist, his hands caressing my thighs sliding his hoodie up my skin "sure, but you have to wear this hoodie though"

"Hm?" I ask with furrowed eyebrows "why?"
"I like how it looks on you, now get in the shower, I plan on getting a few tattoos" he smiles. Smacking my thighs with that playful smirk on his face. Getting off his waist I bite my fingernails off.

"What the fuck is wrong with you?" Alyn questions cleaning the crust from his eyes "are you smoking again angel?" I turn around with my fingers deep in my teeth. Confused but his sudden curiosity.

"No, I mean I would love to smoke again, I felt happier"  I say while walking away.
"Nah angel, that's called running away" alyn shouts from the room, around alyn he makes me feel like I'm high, I feel happy and free. Turning on the shower I feel his fingertips against my bare exposed skin gasping at the sudden touch I fall back in his arms his fingers gripping onto my waist.

"Angel you really need to be honest with your emotions, people really do want best for you" his lips quiver against my ear lobe, my fingertips digging into the ink painted on his skin. Turning around in his arms I bite down on my lower lip painting my nails against his arms tracing the outlines of this artwork. Alyn slowly starts stripping off the hoodie I borrowed then pushing me in the shower causing me to giggling and cling onto his forearm.

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Alyn turns the car off looking at me like I've lost my mind, as if I was a nut case "so you're really trying to get tatted?" Alyn reassures
"Yes! I'm ready I've been in dying need of a tattoo" I smile, getting out the car we walk into the tattoo shop, the guy at the desk smiles at alyn and I.

"Yo Alyn! Here to finish those tattoos?" The guys asks
"Nah not today, I'm getting something pierced, but this girl-" he pulls me into his chest as my eyes widen in confusion. "She's getting a tattoo" I smile awkwardly then caress his forearm. His lips pressing against my temple "where are you getting a tattoo?" Alyn asks waiting for the tattoo artist to arrive.

" I'm getting a couple actually, two on the knee, one of the forearm and between my boobs" I comment softly
"Woah, a fucking badass, knee tattoos are fucking hot" Alyn exclaims, then the tattoo artist calls us over, Alyn sits me in the chair caressing my hands with his thumb "you'll be okay I'm right here"

"Cool..." I breathe out shakily, I mean I was have kidding but half-serious I wanted to take the tension off of him being worried about me but now I'm anxious and dying to laugh my nerves off.

"You're a whole character man" Alyn teases
"Fuck you" I grit through my teeth.
"Another round?" He winks

somehow i left the tattoo parlor with three tattoos and three piercings.alyn smiles at me, grabbing my hands as we walk towards the car, "i really thought you was kidding about getting tattoos" alyn bumps into me softly

"yeah.. I wasn't planning on it be i had a lot of adrenaline today" I smile, alyn opens the doot for me on the passgener side, sighing with a smile i get in i crack my knuckles in anxiousness, why do i feel like this?, alyn gets in the driver seat looking dead at me

"angel you've been acting weird all day, whats up?" he ponders his hand on my thigh rubbing circles on them "is it because we hooked up?"

my eyes widen as i look over at him "no.. its just.."

"angel you are very easy to figure out, if you want to stop that all you have to do is say it" alyn pulls out the driveway, his knuckles clinging onto the wheel "i care about how you feel reyna you are aware of that right?"

"yeah.." is all i can say. how can i tell you i hook up with you because i want to see you everyday? how can i tell you that ive fallen in love with you again? it's not easy. i wish it was. but its not

alyn arrives at my house sighing i unbuckle my seatbelt, alyn grabs my wrist softly "reyna? whatever you are going through i hope you can solve it and become happy again, you deserve that at most if you dont wanna tell me" alyn's eyes lighting up in concern, scared i may ramble too much i give his lips a quick soft peck, rushing out the car I don't even look back to see his expression. how could i? he doesnt feel the way I do. slamming the door shut I lean up against it. i hear heels clunking the floor with the extra sounds of boots in living room. i hold my breathe hearing the voice of my mother and someone else, slowly walking over to the stairs case i sit on the thired step.

"so what did you find?" my mother voice softens, peeping over the railing i see a document sliding over the table "this is reyna's mother and who killed her, it wasnt ordered by your husand ma'am" my voice got in my throat. my mother? is she not my real mother? biting on my nails again i bite the skin off pouring the metal liquid in my mouth. "hm okay, was there anything on my husband?" she asks

"no ma'am it seems he's clean his trace really well" the guy answers

"dont worry, everyone has a trump card hidden, just have to locate it first"

shaking at the news of my mother. all this time i grew up with her has been a lie? that shocks me more than knowing she doesnt love me? thats pretty fucked isnt it. softly i run up stairs closing my door softly.

how much can my heart take? how much secrets can i keep before i break down? sliding my back on the door i ball up letting my tears hit the floor in tiny puddles of shattered hearts, shaking harder than before. i knew i was anxious about something. i never knew it would be something as big as this. rubbing my fingers over my sweaty face. My limbs trembling like leaves in the winter.

What is going on with my life?

₍ ⌨ ᶻᶻᶻ  Author note is typing ...
Well excuse tf outta me! Why is her "mom" looking into matters like this? And why is Reyna so shocked by that rather than he "mom" not loving here? Secrets on top of secrets. And alyn why is he so touchy lately? Curiosity kills the cat. Lol anyways thank you for voting and commenting it means a lot to me, you reading it means so much to me I am grateful for this platform🤧🖤 I love you all and have a great day/evening/night
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