Kyle

After, Beta Roy and Patience's father nailed me down and I saw Kailyn running away from me. Reality began to set back in. My wolf whimpered inside me as he now feels the loss of his destined mate and his chosen. My head was pounding and my veins were pulsing with adrenaline. My body slumped to the ground and I felt Roy's hand relaxed on my back as well as Harold's.

"Are you okay now?" Roy asked. I grunted my response as I was far from okay. I was in constant pain. My heart felt like it was being ripped in two. My soul was torn. It was like walking through hot charcoal bare foot.

They pushed off me and stood close by watching my next move. I moved to kneel, my hands on the ground still and my head bowed.

Patience.

I made a bad decision and it cost me my destined mate. The only one I would have in my life time. I don't know when I started loving her. I didn't even realize it until I lost her. Was it selfish of me to demand her to come back? I know it was. I was stupid for choosing her sister. I knew what I was doing right now was wrong. I knew what I was feeling right now was wrong.

The beast inside of me wanted to rip Titus's throat and mark Patience but the human in me was reasoning for me to not do it. I failed her as a mate. She deserved to find someone who could love her but even the thought of her with another has my skin prickling with hair as my wolf itches to come out.

I knew he didn't do it yet. The mating process hasn't started yet because I haven't felt anything but I could feel my bond with her slowly disappearing. It was terrifying to me.

"Leave." I barked angrily. There was a brief hesitation. "I said fucking leave."

After a moment, their footsteps disappeared and the door closed behind me. I was left alone to wallow in my misery. I was left alone completely. I swallowed the large lump in my throat. My heart ached like a thousand knives were being plunged into it at once. Closing my eyes, I took a deep breath. I needed to clear my head. Heading over to my bookshelf, I took out a bottle of mind-numbing alcohol.

Taking off the cap I brought the copper glass bottle to my lips. The burning sensation was welcomed as it crawled down my throat. Plopping back down on my leather chair I closed my eyes and allowed my mind to wander back to Patience.

She was always on my mind even when I told her I chose Kailyn.

She was always there.

I thought back to the day that I first found out she was mine. It was like a blindfold was lifted from my eyes and I saw her for the first time. She was the most beautiful creature and her sister's beauty dulled in comparison. Instantly, I was captivated. This might sound shallow but it was how I felt the minute I found out she was mine. At that moment, I knew I was in trouble.

I wanted her.

It led to me craving for her.

But...

I loved Kailyn. I loved her with all my heart. I loved her before, during, and even now. It was just a different kind of love. The door to my office creaked opened and I turned slightly to see it was Harold. He walked over and sat down in the chair across from my desk. His elbows propped on the arm rest and his hands folded in his lap as he looked at me.

"You are my Alpha. I respect you. I have served your father and your father's father. I believe that your father has raised you to be a wonderful Alpha and I understand the decisions you have made. You have led our pack wonderfully and you are the mirror leadership of your father. This is what I think of you as my Alpha.

As a father and you as my son in law, I think of you as irrational, selfish, idiotic, and a cowardly male. You don't deserve my daughters. You don't deserve them. If you are going to choose one, stick with that decision. You don't get to jump from one to the other. They are sisters, for god sakes." He said calmly but as he neared the end his voice rose to amazing heights and his body tensed with anger.

"I am sorry." I whispered.

"Is that all you have to say? You are sorry?" He growled out. "Well, sorry isn't good enough. I have stand on the side and watched you tortured one of my daughters every single night and when she finally decided to move on you turn your back on the other sister. Repeating the same action. Do you have no honor? Do you have no conscience?"

I knew he was angry and he had every right to be. Everything he said was right. I wasn't going to argue. I hurt them both with the decision I made. It was a wrong decision and because of my decision it cost me something important.

"You will not go near them." He threatened lowly. "You are my Alpha and I will respect you but I am their father and I will do what I need to keep them safe."

"Harold, there is nothing I can say that will be enough to obtain your forgiveness. Hell, I don't think you should forgive me but you tell me what I did was wrong. I loved Kailyn. You saw how I loved her even before I found out Patience was my mate. I thought what I was doing was right. I didn't do it out of selfish reasons. I did it because I thought that maybe, just maybe, I might have a choice in choosing who I wanted to spend my life with. Turns out, Moon Goddess is much stronger than I thought.

I get it, Harold. I should've waited. I should've not fallen in love but can you really stop what the heart wants? I felt it in my heart. I felt the love for Kailyn. I can't even begin to understand how all this happened!" I thumped my chest hard as I shouted. The veins in my neck making an appearance as my emotions were on high. "I loved her!"

Harold sighed and leaned back down in his seat. He unraveled his hand and brought one hand up to his forehead as he rubbed his temple with his fingers. My grip on the bottle has tightened slightly and I inhaled sharply before exhaling slowly.

"You made stupid decisions." He muttered.

"You don't have to be the one to tell me that. I know I am." I replied back wryly.

"What are you going to do now?" He asked as he glanced up at me.

"I don't know." I muttered as I lifted the bottle up to take a long swig.

"Kailyn left to go to Paris." He said and I choked on the alcohol and began sputtering.

When I finally got in control of my coughing I turned to look at him. This old male did that on purpose. I can tell by the smug expression on his face. I couldn't figure out if I wanted to punch him or strangle him.

"What the hell?" I gritted out.

"She said, she wanted to see Patience."

"And you just let her go?" I asked as I began standing up. This was getting out of hand. I didn't expect for Kailyn to leave too. I stood up immediately as I had one thing on my mind and that was to go to Paris.

I heard Harold's voice behind me calling me to stop. My feet slowed down as I neared the narrow marbled stairway. I turned around to see Harold quickly catching up.

"You cannot leave." He said.

"Why the hell not?" I growled out.

"You are Alpha! You have a pack to lead. They have already lost their Luna and for their Alpha to go running to Paris, how would that make things look? The council will have a fit about your position as Alpha and your every action will be looked at. Think, Alpha Kyle." He said lowly but urgently.

My mind and heart was in chaos but my duty as Alpha requires me to stay. My wolf has listened and agreed with Harold. I had no choice. I had to stay but as soon as things are settled down here within the pack. I am on the next flight out to Paris.

Growling angrily, I whipped around and headed down the stairs. Pulling my shirt over my head and throwing it on the ground. I broke into a run when I opened the front door and shifted mid-air. I needed to get rid of tension and the stress that was vibrating through my veins. I ran for hours and killed for my own pleasure.

It wasn't until I reached a clearing where the moon was shining down brightly that I stopped completely. My paws moved slowly through the tall grass as I looked around and sniffed the air. After a moment, I knew it was safe. My paws moved around the tall grass until I found a comfortable spot where I laid down on my belly and rested my head on my paws. I stared up at the moon as my eyes began to flutter close, taking my back to my comforting darkness.

Author's note:

Hey guys,

So here is a point of view from Kyle side. I know many of you are not big fans of him but personally, as he is my character, I am a fan of his! I just like an idea of where all my reader stands as this will affect the outcome of the book.

1. Do you like Kyle?

2. Do you think he deserves a happy ending?

3. Who would you like to see more on POV?

4. Do you like Kailyn?

5. Should she go back to Kyle or remain with Micah?

6. If I end up killing someone off in this story, who should go?

These questions will either affect or not affect the future of the characters in this book. So answer with careful consideration! :)

-Mistress Noodles