Dedication:Shadowna78

@AxelleGirard

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Dean- "SAM!!"

        Desan had begun CPR just as he heard the sirens off in the distance growing louder towards him. He pressed his hand down upon Sam's chest hoping to get a response out of his brother but when all he was doing failed. Dean got up and rushed towards the door flagging down the help that was just entering the motel's parking lot. They jumped out and rushed inside the motel room. They began to work on Sammy.

Dean leaned up against the wall and watched in horror, he was full on fear and panic. He looked down at his hands which were now shaking and he slid them up and into his pockets. The EMTs were not getting a pulse and Dean slid down the wall and fell to the floor. He brought his knees up to his chest and rapped his arms around them. He laid his head down upon his arms and wished for Sammy to be alright.

"Come on, come one. Come on Sammy! Sam!" Dean thought and a singe tear fell from his eye.
"You can't do this man, Come on! Sammy please..."

After the EMTs worked of Sam and they shocked him a few times they got a heart beat on the monitor and Dean jumped when he heard it. He quickly whipped the tear from his face and moved quickly to sit nexts to his baby brother. He lifted his head up into his lap and he ran his fingers through Sam's long brown hair.

Dean- "It's okay Sammy...It's gonna be okay...Sam?"

Sam's body began to shake again and the EMTs pushed Dean back from his brother and attended to Sam on the ground.

EMT- "He's seizin'"

Dean- "Help him! Sam!?"

The EMTs quickly got Sam up and into the back of the ambulance and Dean hopped right in and sat down. His body was shaking with fear. Dean reached out and grabed Sam's hand. When Dean grabed him, he could feel how warm Sammy was. Dean looked up and over to his little brother's face. His eyes were closed with his eyelids red and his skin was pale as snow. His body continued to shake a little more but the seizure was almost over. Dean could hear the sirens blasting off in the distances of his mind. He knew they were louder than what he heard but he blocked everything out except Sammy.

Dean watched Sam's chest move up and down very quickly during the ride. He squeezed Sam's hand tighter, letting Sammy know that he was right beside him and he wasn't going anywhere. Soon some of the machines began to go off and the paramedic in the back shoved Dean farther back from his brother, causing Dean to let go of his grip on Sam's hand.

Dean- "What's happening?!"

The paramedic didn't answer but continued to work on Sam. Dean brushed his hands over his head and closed his eyes tightly, hopeing everything would be alright. Dean couldn't live in the world or any other with out Sam in it, he just couldn't and wouldn't.

They soon arrived to the hospital. The ride over here felt like centuries to Dean. He hopped out first to give them room to get Sammy out. A few nurses rushed out of the hospital doors and ran over to the ambulance, shoving and pushing Dean farther back from the site.

EMT- "Male, 14 years old. Was breathing on site of the scene. Was given CPR before our arrival. Had a 3 mintue seizure and a dropping heart rate...."

All the voices and noises surronding Dean went into a blur. He could no longer make out any of the doctors or nurses words as his eyes fell upon his little brother. Sammy looked soo tiny and weak.

They quickly got him from outside and straight inside. Dean was right behind them when a nurse held her hand up, not allowing Dean any more of the way.

Dean- "He's my brother!"

Nurse- "And we will do all we can but you have to stay here."

Dean- "No! Just let me stand in..."

Nurse- "I can't, I'm sorry."

Dean was left standing in the middle of the Emergencey Room all alone. The world felt like it was spinning super fast around him and he couldn't hold onto a single thought. He some how made it over to the waiting room, which he doesn't remember walking over to it but he ended up sitting there in the empty space.

A couple sat on the other side of the waiting room, Dean watched them as they continued to look at their watches on their wirsts. They were holding one another. Soon a man in a white cost came in and sat down beside them. The woman began to cry and scream as the man looked shocked. The doctor had given them bad news about a love one and all Dean kept hoping was that he wouldn't be them in a few moments.

Dean continued to sit all alone now in a huge empty room and all he could hear was the tick, tick, tick from the clock behind his head. As time grew on and without a word about Sam he grew more fearful. After a few more seconds Dean had had it and rushed up to the nurses station.

Dean- "Hey my brother...Sam Winchester...He was...he was umm brought here and I need to know how he is...right now!"

Nurse- "Okay, just give me a moment...please."

Dean- "Okay but hurry."

Dean tapped his fingers on the top of the desk awaiting for the nurse to give him anything at all about Sammy. Dean watched the nurse closely and he was going to punch something if he didn't an answer soon.

The nurse turns and looks up at him then back at the computer screen.

Nurse- "The doctor will be out with you in a moment. If you'll have a seat and...Hey!"

Dean had stop listening to the doctor and had rushed past the nurses station and threw the double doors where Sam had first entered when he was brough in. Dean rushed down the halls, his eyes scanning for any sign of his little baby brother, Sammy. He finally turned down a hall and saw his little brother long hair. He exhaled and rushed to his bed side.

The first thing Dean did was grab Sam's hand and sqeeze it tightly. Dean one hand held Sam's and his other brought it up and laid on top of Sam's head. He could feel the heat radiating off of his little brother's body. He looked down at Sam and saw soo many tubes and wires attached to him. Soon that nurse rushed into the room.

Nurse- "You can't be back here!"

Dean- "Screw you! I'm not leaving him!"

Nurse- "I'm calling..."

A doctor- "That's all right. I'll take it from here Linda, go back to work."

Nurse Linda- "Yes Doctor Stone."

She left and Dean leaned down and sat nexts to Sam.

Doctor Stone- "You must be Sam's brother, yes?"

Dean- "Yeah....Can you tell me what's wrong with him doc?"

Doctor Stone- "Well many things, but we are doning our...."

Dean- ''Can you just tell me what they are? What's wrong with my brother?!"

Doctor Stone- "Well your brother had another seizure and is currently in a coma. We have him hooked up to some oxygen machine, 'cause Sam isn't breathing on his own at this moment.  And..."

Dean- "What can we do to help him?!'

Doctor Stone- "All we can do right now is wait and monator him at this time. Umm...by any chance do you know where your parents are or a phone number that we can reach then at? We need a parent or guardian here for Sam."

Dean- "I umm...yeah I'll call...someone."

Doctor Stone- "Okay, I'll leave you to alone for now."

Dean nodded and sat in silence with his little brother. Dean continued to hold Sam's hand refusing to let go of it. He had no idea what was going on with Sammy and all he wanted to do right now is rap Sammy up in his arms and hold him like he used to do with him when he was really young. Dean leaned down and laid his head on Sam's hand and a tear fell from his eye.

Dean- "Wake you...wake you Sam. Come back to me Sammy."

Dean's words faded in the silence and all Dean could hear was the machines beaping and all he really wanted at this moment was to hear Sam's sweet voice.

Dean raised his head and looked at his brother's face. Sam was super pale. Dean moved his hand from Sam's head and onto his check and cupped his face. Dean sat up straight and looked down at his little brother.

Dean- "Your gonna be just fine Sammy. I'm not leaving you."