/thirty seven/

"you seem pretty informed about his life." i said.

she gave a small shrug of his shoulders. "this probably sounds bad, but i keep up with his career so that if he fails, i'll be one of the first to hear about it." and she didn't sound the least bit guilty about her confession.

there was a silence between us for about a minute, but that was all it took.

when i turned back towards her, she was already fast asleep on the couch. i stayed in her apartment for a little while longer, making her some soup that she could eat upon waking up.

and then i left her a little note.

-

so when we broke up, his best friend started talking to me and said that he had always liked me but never made any moves because i was dating his best friend. so we gave it a shot.

later he became really paranoid and kept accusing me of talking to my ex behind his back.

eventually i dumped him because he would call me names and he would always hurt my feelings. but i wasnt so affected because tbh i only dated him to get over my first bf.

so in the next post i will post about my third boyfriend.

-clary