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i started spending so much time at her apartment that many of my things were there and it was like an unspoken thing. we were living together and the other boys said i hardly lived at the dorms anymore.

melody didn't mind sharing her apartment with me since she didn't have any expenses, given that her family owned the building and her apartment was the biggest in the building.

that was what least mattered to her.

with time, we eventually announced our relationship to the media and the fans. as with most of the other boys and their relationships, some fans weren't too happy. but many were supportive.

and that was what mattered to me.

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do you play any musical instruments?

yes. i play the piano and the guitar, and i sing. honestly, i always wanted to be a singer. but my parents never let me. they said it was a lonely life and my mom always said artists are like clowns.

they may be sad on the inside, but its their job to entertain and look like they're happy. that was what she said about jonghyun too when i told her about him. 

she felt really bad for him, but she told me that its not a life she wanted me to have.

-clary