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i started spending more time with taehyung at his apartment, hoping that i would run into her. but she hardly went out. i eventually stopped visiting as often. i'd only drop by to check on tae.

his mother had been able to fight them in court and a judge ruled that haneul would be better off with her, rather than with them.

the two of them were emotionally destroyed, but taehyung was absolutely drained.

not only did he have to take care of himself, but he had to watch over kyrs and make sure she was recovering well if they wanted their son back. because of that, he stopped showing up to all practices, and he was given a warning by the managers.

if he didn't get his act together, they were threatening to kick him out of the group.

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right now i have the song "maldita primavera" by yuri in my head. my mom wants to leave right now. im going to try and post more quickly or try to stall her. i really dont want to go though tbh.

im really tired from work to do anything.

-clary