Reflection
I fill the cup with tears-
It threatens to overflow
I stare at my reflection.
Stare at my greatest foe.
A droopy-eyed loser stares back.
I lift my finger and etch
A vicious scar across his cheek
It hovers, ever so dispassionately
Upon the ugly visage it was set free to distort
Snaking, slithering up its eyes-
Then disappearing in a flash.
A scar so piercing to the eyes
Possessing an ugliness of distinction
An ugliness rivalling that of the face
It was ordered to mutilate further
Through the stealthy ripples it created.
A scar of such audacity
Succumbing to the veil of time
Killing itself moments after
It was drawn on the lifeless face below-
Leaving it as smooth and ripple-free
As before.
I breathe a single sigh.
A single sigh of longing.
Of envy and untameable desire.
Envying my lookalike staring at me
Through the flimsy sheet of water.
He had my eyes.
He had my hair.
My nose.
My skin.
My movements.
But oh, he also had an advantage
Over his living twin
That fuelled the tumult of lust
Now gathering swift momentum in my mind.
The ability to make scars vanish.
The bliss at not worrying about the damage they'd cause
The sheer glee acquired by staring at them
Dissolving into the depths of the water.
It was the ability to let them heal
The power to make them fade away
Like a call of the flirtatious cuckoo
Against the dimming curtain of the evening sky.
I stare at the scars on my body
I stare at the ones on my soul
They stand out bright red against my skin-
The trophies of my woe.
And bead after bead falls into the cup
And now it overflows
I cry, and he cries along with me
My reflection below.
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