Bunch
Take the bunch.
Yes, that bunch.
The bunch of wild flowers
Wilted flowers
Withered flowers
Worthless flowers.
The bunch of untold guilt
Of unfelt emotions
Of unsaid words of regret
Of unstrung chords of grins, laughs and tears.
Of undying love
And dead words of sympathy.
The bunch that mended
Your broken bits together
When the dreary sands of the past
Or the misty veils of the future
Smothered your writhing soul-
Yea, it mended you back to whole.
The bunch that fixed your biggest flaws
Like when you lied in front
Of your uncle, perched
Upon the edge of the
Hospital bed;
A bed that was about to
Forever become his.
Forever belong to him.
Or what was left of him.
Said he,
Voice choked with a life's worth of tears,
"Will I live?"
And you,
You with your years upon years of lies
Had only to think but a second
Before spilling out just another.
Another of them. The lies.
Another stab in the dark.
It was only a matter of moments
Before he fell apart.
And you sobbed by the fire
Beside his throne, his pyre
You with the burning dark.
You with your bleeding heart.
That bunch. The bunch of broken promises
The one that stopped you from calling your beloved back
It was her fault, wasn't it?
So what if you forgot her birthday?
The bunch that killed your moments of shame
The moments when
You were supposed to feel guilty.
Guilty of losing your father's money
Guilty of starting a fight with her
Guilty of letting your son
Stay out till midnight.
You had to feel guilty.
That's how it worked.
Instead, you felt conflicted.
You felt provoked and riled.
You felt the wax of adamant rage
Seep through your blazing flames
Fuelled by your elastic beliefs of right and wrong,
Fuelled by your misplaced stubbornness.
That bunch.
The bunch that turned your heart to stone.
The bunch that made them all go.
The bunch that drowned them in the sea
And left you standing on the shore.
The bunch that killed your tattered soul
After maiming it a thousand times
Sharp, shining, shameless
Shattering
You
Into shards.
The bunch that enlivened you
You, a ball of flesh and blood
And then gave you a taste of death
With the ball still rolling.
A machine.
Just worse.
A bunch that people baptise
With names numerous
That change their form with the passing seasons
A befitting condition for a friend so fickle
It only takes a knife for it to desert you.
A bunch I call
A friend
A bastard
A companion
A traitor.
A curve of joy.
A messenger of sorrow.
The divine nectar.
The devil's syrup.
Fuelled by your ego.
Your pride.
Fuelled by your foe
Inside.
Fuelled by the right
that left.
Fuelled by what's left
Of the right.
A bunch of
Seething fire
Of envy, hope
And desire.
For this bunch
Of lust and lies
The name 'life'
Shall suffice.
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