I don't know if it's worth it anymore
letting the pain eat me out and kill me
just so that I don't inflict that pain on others
I just don't know anymore

this pain is one that leaves me empty
one that makes me want to curl up in a hole and just die
yet I know I can't
I can't bring myself to.

Why am I so messed up?

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