'kill yourself' 

they effortlessly tell me, with no doubt behind their voices

'you're so ugly, I can't stand to look at you'

they say laughingly

'you're a useless piece of shit'

they spit at me.

why me? 

what have I done to deserve this?

every word breaks another emotional fibre 

every word causes a tear to trickle down my face

every word tears my heart

why do I have to be the one suffering?

I don't know if I can handle it any longer

As I sit on my bed,

I turn to look at the sharp blade lying on the desk,

shouting and screaming

'use me and it'll all go away'

and it did

everything disappeared,

including 

me.

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