It was just another day on this planet called earth and there was just a random teen boy sleeping till 3 A.M. his name was Rioza Nashoro he was just someone that anyone would call a NEET or in other words a lifeform lower than leeches that can only eat other people's money and blood. Its not like he was enjoying this life, he was living with his old parents who were struggling with their everyday needs yet they would gladly give this piece of shit of a human being food and shelter without expecting anything... of course they had tried countless times to help their child to grow to work to try and reach somewhere but this boy called rioza was just something that didn't want to grow up at all... this boy had closed his fucking mind and heart toward anything and everyone in this world and only thought of one thing and that was suicide but he didn't want to suffer anymore and killing yourself makes you suffer even more... despite all the good things he had in his fucking life like a shelter, good parents, not having to work for one piece of food to just stay alive and so on, he thought he had nothing good going on for him, it was not like that he wasn't grateful he just didn't want to have this good things because he was not worthy of them, that's why good things weren't good for him if anyone tried to help him he would just try to become worse than he already is only to make that person give up like he has already given up on himself his thoughts are either that if I have given up no one should have any hopes for me or, In the end no one actually wants a self-proclaimed depressed whining little shit who only talks about negative stuff and never does anything right nor wants to ...

Not even him fucking self.

Anyway, he would just spend the whole day either masturbating or playing games or eating or shitting like a pig that have been given a human privilege, then one day he heard something awful... the only thing that could stop him from ending his own life was now out of the way, his parents were killed in an accident, then he decided to end it all and jump of a bridge he walked around that damn bridge for like 8 hours thinking about his life thinking about how making different decisions might have changed his life then again he denied himself with thinking its not about the decisions as long as I don't want to try to and do something I wont be able to move forward at all my problem was that I didn't want to solve my problems at all, not that it matters now anyway... finally he jumped the next thing he saw was himself standing at the same bridge like he never had jumped from it all he thought all of this was a dream but next thing he heard made his heart skip a beat, it was ambulance sirens rushing under the bridge there was a someone there bleeding to death then for one moment their eyes met as if looking into a mirror the boy saw himself lying there but how was this possible? Did he become a ghost? Was he dreaming? Wtf did just happen? He was going insane but the one who was under the bridge somehow talked to rioza as if using some kind of telepathy: you are alive. 3 words where all that was heard by rioza and that was enough to make him burst into a rush so fast he never had done before, after he left the bridge the corpse's shape changed into someone else but the people around the body that was already dead didn't notice anything like they couldn't see the face was changed at all... after a few minutes of running like crazy he reached his home but something was off, everything was familiar but at the same time it was like everything was new,

It was the same house he was living in for last 23 years and it was also empty from anything that wasn't of use to him, there was the Tv like always and next to it was something that wasn't supposed to be there the most expensive and newest gaming console, his room was full of anime figurines and posters his

lap-top was changed into the latest model and his pc was now like a nuclear power plant it was as if everything he wanted had become real. But this wasn't what he wanted now in fact there wasn't anything he wanted at all, all he wanted was to finish everything and go the hell he fucking deserved, is it too much to ask for a way out when you just don't enjoy a game? Do you have to play a forced game out of your own free will? Then something reached his mind that should not have been, that was it, rioza ran out to the same damn bridge again, he thought to himself: since I didn't feel any pain and I certainly didn't feel the falling sensation when I jumped and there was another me dying at the bottom of the bridge all I can think of is that I've been somehow travelled not in time but between parallel worlds, and since I've tried it once maybe this time everything will be over for real... when he reached the bridge there wasn't anyone else there only remaining bloods of someone who had already been taken away, after taking a deep breath he said this to himself: alright if there is god they sure like playing weird games with the toys they made so I'm going to play the most interesting game you have ever seen kami-Sama, it was like he was waiting his whole life for this exact moment, for the moment he could defy the logic that the whole world tried to tell him, and now with a rush of thrill he went to jump but then the same sound he heard during that brief moment from the other version of himself reached his mind again: seriously dude? I went out of my way to save you, the only version that was still young and healthy and you have already decided to die again? At least give it a few hours, I cant believe myself sometimes at all... then another version of rioza jumped in front of him, rioza was shocked but not because of seeing another human exactly like himself, he was shocked because the head of this other rioza was smashed and his brain intensities were almost visible and his whole body was smashed and bloody... rioza couldn't even say a word but other rioza took a step closer and said: I know, I know, you just wanted to change your world again, I bet you were looking for a world that is full of Neko-girls and magic specially shrinking magic, I know because I'm literally YOU, but let me make this clear for you, as someone who has been thorough countless worlds and timelines, I can confirm what you dream about actually exist but it's not fun at all those worlds are full of problems and nightmares worse than you can imagine if you think your normal everyday world is a shitty world then if you had been born in those magical fantastical worlds you would think of this world as most possible perfect world, the heaven. you might think the power to travel through parallel universes is like a magical power that I enjoy using but its fucking not, I can't tell you everything about it, but it this power isn't from you Its my power the power I gained with... well dammit even though I said I can't tell you, I was about to say it, my bad. Anyway no matter how many times you try to change your world you wont get what you want and if it wasn't because of my power you would be already dead, and sadly enough you are the only spare rioza I can reach for now, as you can see I can use some kind of powers and these powers are needed somewhere else but when I'm gone I need someone to fill my absence and that's where you come in, I have already made the perfect life for you, a house with newest gaming console and strongest internet network and buyable pc, you get to eat anything you like and buy anything you want in online shops because ive already hacked some rich dude's bank account... I know what any rioza wants and I give it to them but in exchange you have to foul the guardian of this world for me ok? You might ask if he is a guardian of this world, he can already see us, right? But don't worry a guardian only checks on us on a yearly random basis since its random you have to be here all the time, I usually wont show up at all, I make it look like any rioza that reaches here has died and resurrected into a happy life but since you were trying to go for a second one the second you came here I had to show up, and we both know that after some time living the best life you always wanted you will become depressed and try to kill yourself again, because that's just how boring this shitty human world is but bringing other Me's from other worlds is not easy that's why I want you and me to help each other as long as possible, you get to live a happy life after those sad days and I get some time to go toward a goal that might help all of us, a win-win situation. and that's all I have to say to you, we probably wont meet again since you would kill yourself, sadly enough even I don't know what happens after death I can only stop someone from dying, and bye other me have fun as long as you can...

with this the other rioza vanished like water vaporizing. Rioza now had a new life but he was already fucking bored of this one too, I mean who could enjoy some puny video games when they hear about parallel worlds and Real Neko-girls?

Rioza thought to himself since last time he tried to jump and other rioza stopped him, that might happen again, rioza wanted to go to those other fantasy worlds so badly that he just jumped without slightest delay. He thought same thing will repeat again and he wont die... but that was it, what he was seeing wasn't the bottom of the bridge it was his own life flashing before his eyes, he was dying...

At first, he thought to himself wait this wasn't what I wanted, not now that I finally had a hope, but wait if its actually going to be over well that's fine with me too and he finally closed his eyes and died.

A loud sound reached his ears again, damn it how many fucking times do I have to die before I can die for real? Rioza thought to himself, that was the moment he was grabbed by someone else who was so fast that rioza couldn't even see what was happening, then a loud boom sound was heard and everything was shaking in place like an earthquake, why the hell you smell like that damn boy...? An angry feminine and cute voice was heard by rioza before a fierce fist was landed next to his head after a few seconds of gazing upon her face as if getting hypnotized rioza answered: wh-what? I smell like who? Before I say anything can please tell me this is the afterlife hell or not? The girl was wearing a long cape that hid all of her body and her face was covered with a mask but this was enough to make rioza gain a rush of adrenaline, she said: I don't know wtf is afterlife but this place sure is a hot boiling hell, now answer me why the fuck do you smell like that damn traitor? You don't even look like him. The first thing that reached your mind was this is same world that other rioza was talking about but you couldn't just say everything to her. Rioza said: I don't know who you are talking about but can you please help me a little? I think I have lost my memories and I don't even know where I am or who I am...

She said: don't try to foul me you fucking traitor!!!

After she said that she landed a full-blown kick to rioza face that made him fly like 10meters it was enough to make him lose consciousness.

I'm going to properly pay you back for all the things you did to me and clan, you thought disguising yourself and playing dumb will help you get away huh? Sadly enough I guess you forgot that we can sense the lies... you were looking for afterlife now I'm going to make sure you will see afterlife right here.

After hearing these words rioza slowly lost his consciousness...