I think I knew that

I was a goner the second

Will had said, "Curse."

My luck had never 

been great, 

you know, with my mom 

dead and all, 

but I knew whatever

lay in my path 

ahead would be nothing

compared to the pain

I had felt thus far.

And I was right.

I let all my friends down.

I failed my mission.

I couldn't fix what was most crucial.

I watched people die...

and could nothing to help them.

There is more evil

in this world 

than you could ever

fathom, and one day, 

you're gonna realize

that you can't fight

your worst enemy:

Yourself.

You just can't.

Have you ever seen 

someone just talking

to themselves and you thought,

"Holy crap, that person is insane."?

They are insane.

That person probably 

fights themselves, 

telling them that

they aren't and can't be

normal, or perfect, or just simply fit in.

I am that person.

~[Leo Valdez]~