There are multiple definitions

to the word

fine.

On occasion, 

it can mean

okay, or not doing bad, 

just....

fine.

But usually, 

fine means

that 

your favourite character died, 

or that

you're hurting and don't know how to express it,

or that

you're trying to hide the pain,

or that

things are really difficult.

Believe me, 

I have been where

you are.

I want to tell you 

that being fine 

is a fixable thing, 

that it gets better, 

it's just a phase, 

but it's not.

It takes time

to fix the 

broken, 

and even more time

to fix the kind of

broken that 

fine

defines.

I'm sorry, 

I really am, 

but if you're

reading this, 

and you feel as if

I am describing you, 

I can promise you, 

it means you're not alone.

You'll always have something in common with me.