So today's episode

of Supernatural that

I rewatched is, of course, 

Death's Door.

Why I keep choosing 

this one, 

the world may never know.

Roman shot him.

In the head.

Rufus was there to 

help, but nothing

worked.

He still died.

And Sam and Dean lost

the only father they really 

ever had.

No name, 

because I don't

want to spoil for

the birthday girl, 

(HAPPY BIRTHDAY smart247create!!)

but it was the first time I ever cried 

watching Supernatural.

Not season 2 finale, 

not Mystery Spot, 

not Deanmon, 

Season Seven Episode Ten.

I don't wanna talk about it.

He was one of my favourite characters. 

Of course, you're not a real hunter

until you've died and come back, 

but he didn't comeback.

And that was the worst part.