"I start to forget you and then someone says your name or something smells like you or someone has your smile and I lose all the process I made for forgetting you"

"I tried to recover, I tried to get better. Somewhere along the way, something went wrong, then I fell apart. Once again."

----Jiyoon's POV----

I left Jungkook with Eomma and Appa so they can have quality time together.

I tried to look for Lay, who was outside the boucany. I went up to him and back hugged him.

"Babe.." I muttered. He turned around with sad eyes facing me. Did something happen?

"We need to break up. Let me be, jebal" Lay said, not giving me eye contact.

I was confused. Why? "Why are you doing this Lay? Are you out of your mind?" I said, nearly shouting.

Tears escaped my eyes. He looked like he didn't give a shit anyway. "Your a burden to me, you give me troubles and I don't want that."

My heart stopped.

"HOW DARE YOU, AFTER OUR RELATIONSHIP FOR YEARS YOU DECIDE TO RUIN IT? I HATE YOU, I HATE YOU SO MUCH!" I yelled at Lay.

Tears escaped my eyes. "Wait, I didn't mean to hur-" Lay said but I cut him off.

"Get out of my house.." I whispered clearly. He stayed quiet and left the boucany.

I started to cry. After being hurt by Jin, this happens. It's like I'm unlucky with love.

I know I'm still in love with Jin, and that will never change. I know it won't. But Lay..

Someone came up to me while I was crying, I looked up and saw Nayeon.

"Yes Nayeon?" I croaked. She looked really sad, and I didn't know why.

"Mianhe.. Mianhe unnie.." Nayeon cried, and ran inside the house. I was dumbfounded, why was she crying and upset?

More tears fell from my eyes, I was falling apart and so was my world.

Jin came outside the boucany, and sat on one of the chairs. He didn't look at me, but kept glancing around outside.

"Why are you crying.." Jin muttered. "You shouldn't care, I'm okay." I lied. Lying is a bad habit of mine, but I can't control it.

"Please don't come closer.. Unless you are planning to stay.." I croaked.

I told myself that you were nothing compared to a scar throughout my wrists and episodes of falling apart. But look at me now, with scars on my wrists and a broken heart..

"I'm planning on leaving" he said and it was silent.

"I still remember the first time you told me you love me" Jin said. I shot up and looked at him. "I do too" I managed to say.

With a hurt voice and heart, I still think of him. I still think of Jin. I'd always love Jin, always.

"Please tell me that you love me, tell me that you miss me, tell me that it's been me all along.." Jin said.

Has it been you along?

"I still love you, I always have.. But.."

He shot up, and looked at me. "But what?"

"The thought of you loving someone else, it makes me sick.. It makes me feel like I was nothing.." I said.

Jin looked at me seriously, "Where did you get that idea from?!". I looked at him confused, "I'm talking about Bora" I mumbled and looked down.

Mentioning her name hurts me, maybe because she's better for Jin than I am.

I mean, no one deserves to be with me. No one loves me, no one should love me.

"She was my ex in America.." Jin told me, looking guilty. "And if she comes here what's going to happen?" I asked.

He stayed quiet, and I stood up. "I guess you don't know what to do if ever she came back. Probably get back with her anyway so I shouldn't even try" I continued.

I wiped my tears. I think my eyes are red.

I was about to step inside the house, until I felt an embrace behind me. I looked behind, and saw Jin's tears fall on my shirt.

I turned around and hugged him back. As much as I missed him so much, I hated him.

I hate that I love you..

"Let's start over.." Jin said. I nodded and kissed him, as soon as you know it.

I passed out in his arms.

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* three years later *

I woke up with a slight pain in my head. I woke up somewhere unfamiliar.

"Your awake darling?" A lady approached me. She looked like a doctor.

"What happened to me? Why am I here in an unfamiliar place?" I asked.

She laughed, "Honey, your in a hospital. Don't you remember?".

I shook my head. "You were in coma for three years sweetie.." the doctor claimed.

"Three years?! Why?!" I shouted a little. The doctor sighed, "You were hit by a car when you found out your parents had an unknown car accident".

I was shocked in disbelief. "Tell me this is a dream..". Jin, wake me up.

Tell me I'm dreaming a nightmare.

"Honey, it's not a dream.. I'm sorry.." She sighed.

I started crying, this can't be real. "What about Krisha? Taehyung, Jimin, J-hope, Namjoon, Suga and Lay? What happened to my older brother Jungkook?! Mostly, what happened to Jin?!" I screamed.

My eyesight was getting blurry due to the tears in my eyes.

"It's all a dream love, those people don't exist.." The doctor said. "Yes they do! They were with me everyday!" I shot back.

I took out all the things that were connected to me in the system. I stormed out the hospital room crying.

I couldn't walk properly. As I was trying to run, I bumped into someone.

I face planted to the floor with my whole body feeling weak. The person helped me up and I looked up at them.

Tears streamed out my eyes.. You are real, the doctor is a liar..

I know she is..

Do you remember me? I hope you do..

"Miss, I'm so sorry! Are you okay?!" He said.

"Jin..." I cried out.

"How do you know my name?" He looked kind of shocked that I knew him.

"I know you, you were my love. Kim Seokjin, my love. Who was born on the 4th of December, 1992.." I said faintly.

"I'm sorry miss but we never met.." Jin let go and started walking.

I cried out, feeling pain in not just my body but my heart.

"In my dreams.. We have.." I whispered to myself, crying in the middle of the hospital halls.

----Jin's POV----

I saw her.

She was in coma for three years. I missed her so much. I visited her everyday, and told the doctors to tell her if she remembered me, tell her it was just a dream.

It's better if you don't know me..

I'm doing this for you my love,

You'll always be inside my heart,

I love you.

Tears left my eyes. I turned back to see her crying on the halls..

Don't turn back SeokJin..

I left the hospital crying..

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Authors Note:

HEY GUYS LMAO.
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Well guys, sorry to break it to you guys but ITS THE END OF THIS STORY HAHAHA. Sorry to shock you all since this was so unexpected.

Sorry for the crap ending HAHA. Love you all♡ thank you for supporting this story. Read my other stories. Kamsa ♡