Chapter 20 ♡
NOTE: LISTEN TO THE SONG IN THE MEDIA SECTION WHILE READING THIS PLEASE.
Song - Sofa by Crush // Covered by Jungkook. (정국)
"You could rip me into billions of pieces and I'd still say sorry".
----Jiyoon's POV----
"But I didn't choose you, my heart did.." I said, looking at him.
Jin stayed quiet, then tears left his eyes.
"The heart wants what it wants" I mumbled, looking up to the sky.
I stood up, and went back home. Tonight, I had to do a performance at a bar. I sing at bars to earn money.
I then remembered, the boys are at home with Nayeon. But I didn't care, the best I can do is ignore their presence.
I went home and they all stared at me. I was walking up the stairs until I heard a faint voice.
"Dongsaeng.." Jungkook croaked.
I didn't turn around, but it sure did break my heart. The word, and the voice he said it in.
I couldn't hold in my tears. I turned around facing the boys. I couldn't see them clearly due to the tears in my eyes.
All I could see is Jungkook at the end of the stairs, with his arms wide opened for a hug.
I ran down the stairs and hugged him. "Oppa.. You have no idea how much Umma, Appa and I missed you so much.. You have no idea, how much years we've been looking for you." I said, crying.
I heard Jungkook sobbing. "I'm sorry, I didn't mean anything I said earlier today. I was just upset."
I just nodded, continuing to hug my older brother. "Oppa, Umma and Appa don't know yet." I said. Jungkook looked at me, "Well, invite them over tonight then."
I smiled, "Arrasseo.. But.." I stopped. "But?" Jimin added. I forgot that the rest of the boys are still here.
"I got a performance to do in a bar soon" I stated. Nayeon checked the time, "Arrasseo, we will come. It's only 3pm anyway."
"I'll go get ready now" I said then Jin barged into the house. "Hyung, we're going to watch Jiyoon's performance at the bar" V said.
Jin just nodded, and I went upstairs.
While I was getting ready, I remembered that Lay always comes to my performances. There's a big chance they will see each other.
I was finally finished. I wearing a black dress with pink hearts on it, with long socks and a pair of vans. I curled the ends of my hair and put light makeup on.
I went downstairs and they all looked at me. "Is there anything wrong?" I asked. I saw Nayeon nudge Jin.
I saw him turn red, then he looked away. Was I that ugly? Argh, whatever. I can't control the way I look.
I felt insecure. I heard someone gasp. "Wow! The maknae's sister is beautiful!!" Jimin said, drooling.
Suga and J-hope slapped his head. "Oww hyungs.." Jimin stated. I laughed. "My sister looks beautiful since she looks like me" Jungkook smiled.
Nayeon hit his arm, "Jiyoon is beautiful, you just turned out to be the ugly child" then all of us laughed.
Jungkook faked being hurt, then told on her to Namjoon. "Look hyung! My girlfriend is being a bully!".
Nayeon and Namjoon rolled their eyes.
"Guys we might be late, so we should go" I said. "Arrasseo!" Jimin said jumping.
I haven't fully forgiven them, but I'm trying to. Just because, Jungkook is my brother.
We arrived in the bar, and my manager smiled at me. Her name is Isabella. She is the sweetest, and I love her to bits. Our little group is Nayeon, Isabella and I.
"Jiyoon! You look beautiful today! Well you look beautiful everyday! Hello Nayeon, you look perfect as always Dongsaeng" Isabella exclaimed.
"Aww unnie!!" Nayeon and I said smiling. "Issa unnie, this is Bangtan Sonyeondan" I smiled.
"Ah, I know who you all are. Annyeonghaseyo, I'm Isabella!" She bowed. I saw her staring at V. I smiled, I see these two.
"Hello, we are BTS!" They all bowed too. I saw V blushing. Gosh, this alien. He cannot look any normal at all.
"Shall we introduce ourselves individually?" Namjoon asked and Isabella nodded.
"Hello, I'm Rap Monster, but call me Namjoon. I'm the leader of BTS."
"Hello! I'm Suga. I'm swag."
"Annyeonghaseyo! I'm Jungkook, the maknae. I'm Nayeon's boyfriend and Jiyoon's older brother."
"Hi I'm J-hope! I'm dance, and I'm very loser."
"I'm Jin."
"Annyeonghaseyo! I'm Jimin, the good looking and hot member."
"Hello, I am V, also known as Taehyung.. I'm sorry but you are very.. Gorgeous.."
I saw Isabella unnie blush. Aw, cute.
"Nice to meet you all, and thank you Taehyung. Jiyoon, you perform in two minutes, then I perform after" Isabella confirmed.
"Arrasseo unnie! Kamsa!" I hugged her. "No worries, and it's nice meeting you boys." She said, waving while walking away.
I saw V frown as she walked away. "Aw, the second maknae is sad" J-hope said patting his back.
"Don't worry, I'll invite her over tonight" I said, then V's smile appeared again.
"She's so beautiful, and I love the way she calls me by my real name" he said, blushing.
"Isabella's performing after Jiyoon, so watch out" Nayeon stated and we laughed.
"Jiyoon!" I heard someone shout. I turned around to see someone. "Lay!" I said and hugged him.
The boys looked confused. I heard Nayeon fake cough and I immediately turned around.
"Oh boys, I forgot. This is Lay, he's my boyfriend." I smiled. I saw the boys frown, mostly Jin.
He looked hurt, but why would he? He's probably hurt because I reminded him of Bora, since he had to leave her to come back here.
"Oh, Annyeonghaseyo" the boys said with no emotion. "Hey" Lay replied.
"Jiyoon, it's your time to go on stage." Issa unnie said and I nodded. "I'll be performing now, I'll be back" I said and they all smiled.
----Nayeon's POV----
Lay, here you are. Ruining everything.
I can see your clearly a good guy, but your not for Jiyoon unnie.
"I need to talk to you" I said to Lay, pushing him back.
While Jiyoon is fixing up her microphones and music soundtracks, I decided to have a word with Lay.
"Please, break up with Jiyoon" I begged Lay. Lay sarcastically laughed, "Do you really think I'd do that?".
I looked down, "Look, I know you love her. She loves you too, but.." I stopped. Lay looked at me weirdly, "But?".
"She loves someone else as well too.." I said and I saw Lay frown. "Well, alright.. Just because I love her, and I want her to be happy. I'll let her go.." Lay said with a tear rolling down his eyes.
I wiped it and hugged him. "Thank you Lay, you are definitely a good guy." I smiled.
Even if I wasn't him, I could still feel his pain through his smile. I could feel him collapsing inside.
----Jin's POV----
My heart broke when I saw Jiyoon and Lay hug. He was definitely the guy for her. With me, I was just. I was just me.
The guy who hurts the girl I love.
I sank in, I turned away when they hugged. It hurt too much. The way she smiles at him, hurts me too much.
I felt a tear roll down my eye, but I wiped it as fast as I could so no one could see under these dim lights.
Jiyoon went up on stage, fixing her microphones and music. I saw Nayeon drag away Lay, I wondered what that was about.
I looked at them, and he seemed broken. I saw him crying for some reason. Oh well, not my problem.
I looked back at Jiyoon and she was all set to perform. She started to speak. "Hello guys! I'm back here to perform another song!" She smiled, and the crowd screamed happily.
Including the boys and Nayeon.
"Today, I will be singing a song by Selena Gomez, called The Heart Wants What It Wants. It is dedicated to someone special, so please enjoy!" Jiyoon said.
Didn't she say that to me, earlier today at the park?
The song is probably dedicated to Lay. I sighed and sat down on a table and looked at Jiyoon.
The song started.
You got me sippin' on something
I can't compare to nothing
I've ever known, I'm hoping
That after this fever I'll survive
I know I'm acting a bit crazy
Strung out, a little bit hazy
Hand over heart, I'm praying
That I'm gonna make it out alive
The bed's getting cold and you're not here
The future that we hold is so unclear
But I'm not alive until you call
And I'll bet the odds against it all
Save your advice 'cause I won't hear
You might be right but I don't care
There's a million reasons why I should give you up
But the heart wants what it wants
The heart wants what it wants
You got me scattered in pieces
Shining like stars and screaming
Lighting me up like Venus
But then you disappear and make me wait
And every second's like torture
Heroin drip, no more so
Finding a way to let go
Baby, baby, no, I can't escape
The bed's getting cold and you're not here
The future that we hold is so unclear
But I'm not alive until you call
And I'll bet the odds against it all
Save your advice 'cause I won't hear
You might be right but I don't care
There's a million reasons why I should give you up
But the heart wants what it wants
The heart wants what it wants
This is a modern fairytale
No happy endings
No wind in our sails
But I can't imagine a life without
Breathless moments
Breaking me down, down, down, down
The bed's getting cold and you're not here
The future that we hold is so unclear
But I'm not alive until you call
And I'll bet the odds against it all
Save your advice 'cause I won't hear
You might be right but I don't care
There's a million reasons why I should give you up
But the heart wants what it wants
The heart wants what it wants
The heart wants what it wants, baby
It wants what it wants, baby
It wants what it wants.
The song ended, and I saw Jiyoon with tears in her eyes. I didn't even notice that I was crying too.
It related to how I felt, and maybe it related to how she felt too.
I heard the audience clap. I was clapping too. "Thank you! Now please welcome the beautiful, Isabella! " Jiyoon said smiling, and she walked out of the stage.
----V's POV----
I really enjoyed Jiyoon's performance. I heard Jungkook sobbing next to me on the right. I hit his head.
"Why are you crying, pabo!?" I said confused. "It's just that, my sister can sing beautifully like me" Jungkook sobbed.
I face palmed.
"You are really a big idiot" I said and heard Jimin crying next to me on the left.
"Whats your problem too, huh?" I asked. "She's just too beautiful." Jimin added.
I flicked his forehead, "Idiot" I said and stood up, walking towards Suga and Namjoon.
"Why'd you move here?" Suga asked. "Those two are being idiots" I said, pointing to Jungkook and Jimin.
Namjoon and Suga looked towards where I was pointing and started laughing. "Ah, I get what your saying" they both laughed.
"Thank you! Now please welcome the beautiful, Isabella!" Jiyoon said. My eyes automatically turned towards the stage, and Isabella walked up the stage with different clothing.
It was different when I met her 10 minutes ago. She was beautiful.
J-hope walked towards me and nudged me. "Aye, Taehyung is in love".
I smacked J-Hope without looking at him. "Shut up, I'm trying to concentrate" I said, not taking my eyes off the stage.
"Hello, I'm Isabella. I'll be singing a song called Sofa by Crush. I hope you enjoy it!" She smiled.
"Oh my gosh V, it's your favourite song" Namjoon gasped.
Yes, Sofa by Crush was my ultimate number one favourite song.
Niga itdeon sofa anja isseo honja
dan hansumdo mot jago hoksi niga olkka hago
Meonghani hyeongwan jjongman barabwa
Du nuneul gamgo gwireul magabwado
dasi naege dorawa chueokdeuri
sumeul chamneundago simjangi
meomchwojilkka
neol hyanghan geuriumman doedorawa
Niga itdeon sofa neo eobsi na honja
i jarieman nama neol gidarijanha
So far nae gyeote neon so far away
miryeoniraneun ge meonjiman nameun chae
neol gidarijanha
Honjaseon chaeul suga eobseosseo
bangane peojin geuriumeun gaseume dameul
su eomneungeol
Geurae geu jallan huimang ttaemune na honja
anjainneun ge deo gomuninde
beoseonaryeogo haedo dasi neol chatgo
itjanha
Niga itdeon sofa neo eobsi na honja
i jarieman nama neol gidarijanha
So far nae gyeote neon so far away
miryeoniraneun ge meonjiman nameun chae
neol gidarijanha
Jamdeulji motae all night long
Until the end of time
amuri neol biwonae bwado woah
Niga itdeon sofa neo eobsi na honja
i jarieman nama neol woah~
So far nae gyeote neon so far away
miryeoniraneun ge meonjiman nameun chae
neol gidarijanha
I felt my heart beating rapidly fast. I felt sparks in her voice. I loved it, and for some reason.
I felt like I was in love.
The song was finished and Isabella smiled. "Thank you!"
I clapped, so did the audience and the boys. "Woah, she's good. Just like you Taetae" Suga stated.
I nodded, still amazed. She came up to me, "Hello again!".
I couldn't speak, I looked at Namjoon, Suga and J-hope. "Um, hello!" I smiled.
Jiyoon came up to us, thankfully she rescued me. "Issa unnie, do you want to come over tonight at 6pm?" She asked.
I crossed my fingers, hoping she would say yes. "Oh, sure. Of course!".
Nayeon came along and hugged Jiyoon and Isabella. "Arrasseo, we should get going. Bye unnie! See you tonight!" Nayeon waved.
"Annyeong!" Isabella said, and hugged me. It startled me. I hugged back and felt my cheeks go red.
I waved and so did she. I'm so embarrassing. "Your very loser" J-hope said, and laughed.
----Jiyoon's POV----
I walked up to Lay.
"Lay, do you want to come over tonight at 6?" I asked hugging him.
"Sure." He said smiling, but somehow I felt like he was sad.
"Babe, you okay?" I asked. He's not usually like this. "Oh yeah yeah, I'm fine."
I nodded.
No your not, don't hide anything away from me please. Jebal.
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