Chapter 17 ♡

"You broke my heart. But I still love you, with all the pieces."

----Nayeon's POV----

I left Jiyoon and Jin together in the restaurant. Jungkook and I decided to go check up on them.

"We should just look from here" Jungkook replied and I nodded. We went through the entry and peeked from the side.

Someone tapped us on the shoulder and Jungkook and I looked back. A waiter was standing behind us, we exchanged looks.

"You guys either sit your asses down here in the restaurant or leave" the bitchy waiter commanded. Gosh, girls being so arrogant.

She looked at Jungkook for a second and gasped. She put on a fake smile and went all over him. Oh no, this bitch didn't.

I looked at her name tag, "Pft, Hyorin isn't it?" I mumbled to myself. Hyorin began stroking Jungkook's hair. I got furious, can't she see Jungkook and I are together!?

I pulled her wrist and she shouted. "What the fuck is your problem!?" I yelled. Hyorin smirked, "Your my problem, bitch" she spat.

"Don't be a physco slut" I fought back. She was about to hit me until Jungkook saved me.

After, the manager came to us. "Miss, is there a problem?" He asked me. Hyorin looked scared, but I just smirked.

"Well manager, your worker here is flirting with my boyfriend. She swore and threatened me." I said, holding Jungkook's hand.

"Yeah, she was also trying to seduce me" Jungkook added. Hyorin gasped, "You little bitch!".

The managers eyes widened. "Hyorin, you are fired! I don't want to see your face here ever again! You are banned from this restaurant. You may leave" he said and left.

I laughed sarcastically, "Good luck finding a new job, make sure you don't flirt with other people's boyfriends to get fired" I shot back.

She glared but Jungkook and I walked away to spot on Jin and Jiyoon. When we found a better place to spy on them, I saw Jin all alone, sitting on the table crying.

"Crap" Jungkook mumbled. "Hurry, let's go to him" I said, walking towards the table. Jungkook and I sat down. Jin was wiping his tears.

"Nayeon, Jungkook." Jin said, staring down at his hands with tears streaming down his puffy red eyes.

"What did she say?" Jungkook asked, leaning forward grabbing the water on the table. Jin sniffed, and I nodded for him to start talking.

"She told me she loves someone else" Jin said and Jungkook choked. "What!?"

I leaned back on my chair. "Yeah it's Lay". Jungkook and Jin gave me a look, "What's so good in him, anyway?".

Should I mention every good thing or will Jin get upset? I guess it's better to let out the truth.

"Well Lay is very sweet and nice. He never fights with anyone and he's a singer too. Lay is originally from China, but he moved here a couple of years ago and studied Korean. He's really laid back, he's cool" I stated every little thing about Lay.

I saw Jin tense up a little. "Everything is good about him but, he's doesn't belong with her".

Jin and Jungkook looked at me, "What do you mean?"

I rolled my eyes, can't you see she's in love with you Jin?

"Because she's in love with you"

Jin's eyes shot up, "No she doesn't, she even admit it herself" he retorted. I sighed, "How would you know she's not lying?" I questioned.

He stayed silent for a second, and so did Jungkook.

"You know Jin.." I stopped and he looked at me in the eyes.

"Jiyoon is a person who doesn't show emotions. When you left to go to America, she became depressed. She's been seeking for love, that hasn't been there ever since you left. She's been waking up at early times, with tears in her eyes because she dreamt about you. I remember her skipping meals, because she remembered you guys eating together. She tried to accept the fact that you left, but she couldn't. Jiyoon learnt how to hide her feelings away from everyone. That's why, she's a good liar" I continued.

Then we all stayed silent.

----Jiyoon's POV----

Maybe, if I had straighter hair, beautiful eyes, a slim body, and I didn't cry over silly things, as well as bite my lip when I get nervous, then maybe, just maybe, he may love me more than her.

I was driving home, with tears in my eyes. My vision is slightly blurry. I felt pain and hurt in me. Because of you, I learnt how to lie, and hide my feelings away, not just to you but everyone else.

I wish Eomma and Appa was here with me right now. I moved out a year after I graduated, which was three years ago.

I was sad, depressed. I had no one to graduate with, just myself. I convinced Nayeon back then, to come to our school but her parents didn't allow her.

With Eunji, she ended up being a bitch. I thought she was my unnie, until she started hanging out with the popular people.

It was dark, all I saw was flashing lights when cars were passing through.

I finally made it home, I opened the door and went to my bed. I looked through my old photo albums.

I went through the album where it was full of pictures of the boys and I. I flicked through the pages, and saw a photo which broke my heart.

It was Jin and I, kissing when he took me to Namsan Tower. I flicked more through the album, and saw a photo of Jungkook and I.

"Jeongguk Oppa.. I still haven't got the time to tell you, that your my brother.. But I wish you can realise before I tell you. Can you not see, that we are siblings?" I said to the picture, with tears falling on it.

I told Nayeon about it, she started crying. She told me that when Jungkook returns to Seoul, she will help him realise for himself.

I saw photos of V and I doing aegyo, Jimin carrying me on his back doing love hearts, J-hope and I doing the piece sign, Suga and I in his room with beats headphones listening to his produced raps, Namjoon and I in the Big Hit studio dancing to Boy In Luv, Jungkook and I hugging each other, last but not least, Jin and I hugging at Han River.

So many memories, that I wish I could burn. But I knew, I couldn't. I got a call from Lay.

I stared at my phone, thinking about Lay and Jin. I knew I couldn't love Lay the way I love Jin. It's just a different feeling.

I decided not to pick up the phone. I laid on the bed and cried myself to sleep.

----Jungkook's POV----

I still want to find my family.

"Jungkook, you need to find your family" Nayeon stated. I shook my head, "But they should be looking for me! Why aren't they looking for me?" I said, looking at the floor.

Nayeon sighed, "Trust me, they are looking for you". I gave her a look, "How would you know?".

"I know more than you think, Jungkook".

----Jin's POV----

I was hurt, sad, and angry. What have I done? Why did I postpone the wedding, why did I get a girlfriend there?

So many questions I wanted to ask myself, but I just didn't even know. After hearing what Nayeon said today, it was just depressing.

I went to the old dorms. "Oh hyung, your back already?" Jimin asked, playing on the Xbox. I nodded and went upstairs ignoring everyone.

"Wait Jin!". I turned around to see Suga talking to me. "Yes?" I said sadly. "Talk to me in my room. You can wait there, I'm just going to wash the dishes" Suga replied, making his way to the kitchen.

I stayed silent and went to his room. I sat on the bed and laid there, thinking and sobbing.

I went to get a tissue from Suga's desk until in the bookshelf caught my eye. It was blending with the pages in the book.

I looked closer and took the book out. I opened it, and saw a letter between the pages.

The letter looked new, since the date two days ago was written on it.

I wonder what this is. I opened it and started reading.

Dear Suga,

Why won't you reply to me? For one year you start talking to me, then you just automatically stop for the rest of the three years?
I've been sending you messages for five years, why don't I get a reply?
Is that how low I am? Why am I the one everyone has to abandon?
Why did you guys have to leave me here all alone with no one?
You all didn't keep your promises, and I hate you all. When you gave me the first letter, I had my hopes up. I thought you guys would return soon but no.
You had to stop sending me letters.
I wish I never met you all.
Look what you've done, you ruined someone's life. You all turned my life into a disaster.

From, Jiyoon.

I closed the letter and froze. They've been sending letters to each other since a long time ago?

Suga came in the room and saw me holding the letter. His eyes widened and snatched it off me.

"You shouldn't be going through my private things!" Suga shouted. Anger lingered on me.

"WHY DIDN'T YOU FUCKING TELL ME!" I retorted and grabbed his collar.

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