You and I,

We're like fireworks and symphonies exploding in the sky.

With you, I'm alive

Like all the missing pieces of my heart, they finally collide.

So stop time right here in the moonlight,

Cause I don't ever wanna close my eyes.

Without you, I feel broke.

Like I'm half of a whole.

Without you, I've got no hand to hold.

Without you, I feel torn.

Like a sail in a storm.

Without you, I'm just a sad song.

I'm just a sad song.

With you I fall.

It's like I'm leaving all my past in silhouettes up on the wall.

With you I'm a beautiful mess.

It's like we're standing hand in hand with all our fears up on the edge.

So stop time right here in the moonlight,

Cause I don't ever wanna close my eyes.

Without you, I feel broke.

Like I'm half of a whole.

Without you, I've got no hand to hold.

Without you, I feel torn.

Like a sail in a storm.

Without you, I'm just a sad song.

You're the perfect melody,

The only harmony

I wanna hear.

You're my favorite part of me,

With you standing next to me,

I've got nothing to fear.

Without you, I feel broke.

Like I'm half of a whole.

Without you, I've got no hand to hold.

Without you, I feel torn.

Like a sail in a storm.

Without you, I'm just a sad song.

Without you, I feel broke.

Like I'm half of a whole.

Without you, I've got no hand to hold.

Without you, I feel torn.

Like a sail in a storm.

Without you, I'm just a sad song.

I'm just a sad song.

Grief. A hard thing to overcome.

Anxiety. Another hard thing to overcome...along with panic attacks.

Both being the problem with so many...you do things that felt good to let out, but...it doesn't help...

I have felt anger and rage...with deep overwhelming sadness...

All not a good combination to everything that has happened to me...

I really want you all to pay attention to the lyrics of this song. It's not that sad once you think about it. It's a beautiful song of missing someone...

To me, this is my life and...once you lose someone, you can come back from it. It just takes time, and other things.

Let me just say, I'm a broken child with a broken past that can never be mended...too well...

I can over come it and...everyone can overcome anything, it just depends on you...

I'm doing this wrong and I know it, but-the point is, I have been bombarded with messages and calls over all of this and I'm ending it. I'm going back to the small child I once was...I'm going to put everything bad behind me and move forward.

I can't stop writing, it's a part of me and no one sees it...it's my own special place...

...a place I call my own...I will never let it go...