Can't run from it,
It always near,
The worse is being trap,
In it's grasp.

How much longer,
Before I'm a goner,
Sooner or later,
I'm already
Done for.

I can't stay,
For it may,
I'm the only one,
Who gets left out.

How much longer can I last,
Sooner or later I will be cutting so fast.

Will it be better if I just sleep,
Never to wake up,
Never to speak.

Why cant I just be me,
For once in my life let me see,
What I was truly meant to be.

If it's not to be,
Let me rest underneath the ground,
We're I shall rotten,
Until there's nothing more then bones.

Let my bones decompose into this planet,
So then I can say I'm a part of something,
Something that has life.

Maybe then I won't be so depres,
Maybe then I can be smiling truly.

Author note:
Hey who ever is reading this. This is my first time writing something that has feelings that is towards me. And sorry if it's terrible . I just wanted to write my feelings out.  There's been a new girl at my school who keeps bragging about herself and she has been making me feel depress. I told no about this so you.who is reading are the only ones who know. Actually I told my parents they don't really pay attention. But anyway goodbye for now until next time.