I gave up

I gave up on love to save myself

I gave up on happiness ,I tried so hard but ended with tears in my eyes

I gave up on loving myself

I gave up on helping other people like me

I gave up on being the perfect daughter

I gave up on my grades

I gave up on being the friendly person

I gave up on my friends ,they don't care anymore

I gave up on smiling

I gave up one being a YouTube because of all the hate

I have given up so many things yet I can't bring myself to give up life ,can someone help me with that please?

(A/n) I wrote this one night before Halloween and  never put it up ,I'm sorry I don't update ,but I'm okayish now guys ,I've completely stopped cutting and I feel okay ,even tho I did break up with someone recently but oh well ,I love all the help I've gotten ,thank you ♡