Walk up, stand up, don't fall, don't fall in love. It's hard to get back up once you've fallen. Going though so much that you just break, like you're heart has been filled with novocaine (love you if you get that) it's like love will destroy you and when you're destroyed, you're basically dead.

You think "why should I even try if I keep losing it all" (again another reference) it's like before it gets brighter the darkness gets bigger (I'm horrible).

The way love works is one person loves the other and then the other person likes them but not enough so they will eventually break the other person, but sometimes it works but one person will always love the other person more.

It can always break you if you fall to hard, especially if it's the same gender as you then you're just fucking confused and shit.

I don't even know where I'm going with this shit, I'm really trying guys, im trying to give you guys something for 8k (thank you all so much by the way) but it's just hard, I'm not doing any better I don't know why, I just can't.

I'm like getting angrier lately and more annoyed with things and I just always want my music loud and in my ears 24/7. Right now I'm listening to 'can you feel my heart by bring me the horizon' I only listen to that song when I'm sad.

You guys have so many other problems. You guys came here for phan sad one shots not to pitty me. I'm sorry.

I have no one else where I am, I met this girl today. She's nice I don't know but every time I think about liking her or dating her (she's bi) I feel like crying.

I don't know what to do. I want to straighten my hair tonight but I'm trying not to, I'm trying to look in the mirror and call myself beautiful but I can't even say I'm pretty, I'm a horrible excuse for a human being.

I'm sorry guys. I can't find the screw driver to unscrew my pencil sharpener and I can't find my other blades and I want them so bad. I feel like crying and I cry when I think of dying, but I just feel so worthless I don't know what's wrong with me.

Today we learned about self esteem and before my teacher started the video she said to think of one thing you're good at, I couldn't think of anything, I said writing but I don't believe, I try to because many of you say I'm good and shit but I don't know, I'm sorry to bother you guys with my pity problems.

I just don't know what's wrong with me......