What sucks is that there both my best friends that I can only tell everything to and I can't even tell them what's wrong with me.

This sucks and there both so clueless. The one im in love with I can't be with and the one that I don't love is right in front of me.

Guys you're my only hope (I will love you if you get that reference) im sorry I can't write a phan one without putting it in my life like I always have.

Fuck love. But they both need me, what can I do.

Damn I hope she never reads this.