I'm scared.....

I scared of what I said of what will happen of what I did of what I've done of how I acted of what's going to happen, who will I lose? Everyone......

I laid in bed that night thinking of what I did and why I regret it so much, "He's going to leave me" I whispered, I should be saying this its all too much.

They left it's over they left they left every one leaves and the suicidal thoughts get worse.

No one will miss me, it's time it's time I'm ready to die and when I do I know it's time to go.

I will scare people but it's time.

When your on the verge of suicide and no one can help you because everyone is asleep while your still up and the numbers on the clock are talking back to you.

The voices in your head they've gone quiet but everything has.

You can't think because everything just seems wrong, thinking about the person you love, thinking about your future or hell thinking of what your going to tomorrow it's just wrong.

Your wrong and you have to die and that's all you have. Your numb little heart can't take it anymore so you think it's over.

But let me help you, some lyrics here:

"Before it gets better the darkness gets bigger" Miss Missing You Fall Out Boy

"If you love me let me go" This is gospel, Panic! At The Disco,

"And the poets are just kids who didn't make it" I've got a dark alley and a bad idea, Fall Out Boy.

"I'm just the man on the balcony saying 'nobody will ever remember me" From now on we are enemies, Fall Out Boy.

"I am not afraid to keep on living I am not afraid to walk this world alone" Famous last words, MCR,

"The brightest things fade the fastest" Back to earth, FOB (not fob but they perform it)

And that's all I think of right now but now you all know my music tastes so yeah this turned from whatever I posted it on to me talking I'm sorry I just can't sleep and it's midnight and I have to wake up at 7:30 am tomorrow oops.

But hey who says this ol attention whore is waking up tomorrow.........

I'm sorry.............