Guys I wrote this on my peterick one shots but I thought I would share it on here as well

This made no sense but someone told me I'm like Patrick because I'm cool and very nice and I don't think highly of myself. Now I've met some asshole people in my life that only cared about themselves and think there better because they had more followers than me but I really don't give a crap.

I have 300 followers and 13k on a story and I still talk to everyone no matter what, it doesn't matter to me and if someone is nice to me I follow them weather their following me or not it doesn't matter, I just like making people and smile and if their nice to me I want to be nice to them.

I'm very broken yes because of a lot of people I've lost but I just like making people smile so I try and be happy. I want happiness but making people happy is my happiness, I only have two good friends that live across the country from me.

I lay in bed listening to music until the sun rises just thinking because during the day I'm smiling and being happy. Watching people smile actually makes me smile. When someone tells me I'm doing something right and it makes them happy I just want to do it more to make more people smile.

I dream of doing things but I know there are people out there that are better so I give up when I really shouldn't but I just can't help it.

I'm going to pick up that guitar and sing in a band one day hopefully but I don't give a shit about fame and money I just want to make people happy, I want to make my family happy, my friend who wants to play bass happy and if people like it well that's cool.

I call myself selfish for saying I'm a very calm person but I am and I hate talking about myself. I hate everything about myself but hell if I can make one person happy I will.

Let me tell you guys something I was bullied for 7 years straight by the same people for some fucking reason I still don't know why everyone messed with me but they did and even though I was bullied and made fun off on a daily basis I still smiled and helped everyone.

In fact I didn't have a backbone because I was so nice to everyone no matter what and I just loved everything but now even though I've gone cold I still love everything and everyone, my number of heart breaks and back stabbing friends I can still smile and say I'm okay. Because I'm making people happy and that's all I care about.

I just wanted to share all that for anyone that thinks I'm a big headed person I'm really not believe me I'm not.

Bye nemos!

NoNameNemo, Out!