Depressed Error part 4
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Error POV
I laid on the couch and felt, well, empty. No emotion really seemed to come to me. And Ink was right beside me.
I love my wife, sometimes she can be a bit to worried but I think it's sweet.
"Error, can I tell you something?" She asked.
I suddenly felt happy. Her voice always made me happy.
"Of course Inky." I replied, moving towards her.
"I know we talked about waiting until you were.. better, but... I'm pregnant." She said.
I smiled big.
"Really!?" I asked.
I'm so excited! She nodded. I brought her closer to me and kissed her. She seemed happy that I was. I was already coming up with names but eventually... when I finally calmed down... the feeling I hated so much came.
It always came after happiness. It was the complete lack of emotion. And sometimes like this time it was so empty and cold that It drove me to the point of tears. That's when I cut myself. I got a razor blade that I hid from Ink and again, since there's no room on my arms.. I cut my legs.
And, as I had hoped, I felt something. I felt scared and sad but... I didn't want to feel nothing.
Later that night I was hugging Ink from the waist as she drew. It was really pretty and I think it was supposed to be some sort of landscape.
"Do you think the baby will like me?" I asked.
She looked at me a bit puzzled.
"Of course! Why wouldn't they?"
I shrugged.
"To be honest I'm still questioning why you love me." I replied, laying down on the bed.
She laid by me and stretched.
"Oh Error there is a lot of reasons I love you." She told me.
"...name one." I requested.
"You respect me, you listen... you're the only person I can really see myself loving." She answered, a bit embarrassed.
I kissed her. She kissed back and stopped when she had to run to the bathroom. I heard her puke and got scared so I called Sci.
"...It's only morning sickness. Or, in her case night sickness I guess. The way you described it she seems fine." He said.
I picked Ink up when she was done and put her in bed.
"Anything I can get you..?" I asked, still worried even though it was probably nothing.
"I'm fine dear." She replied.
I laid next to her and cuddled her.
"Hm, you feel really warm. Maybe you should take your hoodie off." She mumbled.
I jumped back a bit. She looked up in concern.
"...y...you didn't..."
"N-no But... I don't want you to uncomfortable or sad because of me.."
She looked at the ceiling.
"If I close my eyes would you feel better?"
"Oh, Inky baby you don't have to I'll just-"
"Error...now really isn't a time to argue with me. I mean honestly. You're sweating."
I reluctantly took of my hoodie. I could see she was successful in not crying but, she hugged me tightly and I hugged back protectively.
"Ink I'm-"
"Shhhhh... lets just... stay like this for a while." She said.
So we did. She fell asleep in my arms and I tucked her in. I gently put my hand on her 'stomach' and smiled.
We're gonna have kid soon. I wonder what they'll be like. More like me... no... no god no... I don't think Ink could handle that. I don't think I could handle that.
I hope for everyone's sake that they're more like Ink.
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