Depressed Error

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Error POV
  I sat in the anti void just feeling empty as per usual. I don't know why but I feel something is missing from my life. I sighed and contemplated something for a few moments.
"Fuck it." I muttered.
I teleported to the star sanses base and knocked on the door. Ink answered. She was in a black tank top, brown shorts, and no shoes.
She looked at me then back to her teammates. She was about to say something then her eyes widened and she gasped.
  "...what?" I asked.
  "Error... you look... oh dear god you look miserable... are you alright?" She asked.
  I asked to speak to her in private.
  "Oh Error... now isn't a good time, we're training. Tell you what, let me get into my normal clothes and then we'll go to the anti void." She said.
  I nodded. Dream and Blue came to the door.
"What are you doing here?" Dream asked.
Blue sighed.
"Forgive him, he isn't over the time you nearly killed Ink." Blue said, suppressing his anger at me.
I know I'm not wanted here. I know I'm bothering Ink, but... I know nobody else will listen to me. (Other than the anons of course. We're all very glad you're here.). She came back out and we went to the anti void.
  I couldn't hold it back anymore. I just started crying. I was crying so hard that there was no sound. Ink went to hug me but then remembered my phobia.
  "Error, can I do any-"
  I hugged her tightly before she could finish. She slowly and carefully hugged back. I don't know why but... her care felt so genuine and her touch was so gentle I could hardly tell she was hugging me.
  "It's ok... I'm here for you. Just take your time." She said.
  I was shaking when I could speak again. I didn't want her to let me go but then it'd be awkward and she probably hates me for hugging her already. I looked at her. She was crying to.
  "Error... I've never seen you like this, you're scaring me... what happened?" She asked.
  "Inky... i-i don't know how to explain it to you I... I feel so lonely all the time. Even around people. I feel sad and empty and— and tired both mentally and physically. I feel like I annoy everyone I've thought about... killing myself."

(Ok real quick before we continue,

Enjoy that mistake XD)

She looked genuinely concerned and upset.
  "...y...you mean you're depressed? I... can't say I know how you feel... I know that we aren't labeled as friends but I'm glad you came to me. I promise I'll be there for you. But to do that you have to agree to be my friend." She said.
  I reluctantly agreed. She smiled.
  "Good... call me when things get really bad. I have to get back to training. No matter what time of day or night it is, if you feel bad call me." She said.
  I nodded.

To be continued

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