You love me but I'm so confused that I stood like a painting on a wall

I can't believe you've been playing these games with me

I used to bite my lips, cross my fingers, grant wishes

But I stood quietly and fall for everything you said to me

I thought I had a choice but the choice I made turn into a toxic decision

You held me down and I got up

It's very hard to understand you at all

Because when you talk about your happiness my heart, mind, and soul feels blessed

And yet you doubt yourself and keep breaking my heart

But I always stood by your side and keep lending my happiness to you

Hoping that you'll always stay happy to me

This is a poem I've written a few weeks ago. Anyways we all try to make someone happy even if it means sacrificing our own