I can't stop saying I'm fine even though I'm not.

I can't stop saying I'm okay even though I'm not.

I can't stop crying even though I'm not feeling sad.

I can't stop seeing these awful things right in front of me even though they're just words.

I can't stop pushing myself to be perfect even though everything about me is still the same.

I can't stop saying yes to people I don't know even though I'm scared of people hating me.

I can't stop the feeling of anxiety even though I'm very friendly.

Why can't I stop feeling like this?

Does it always happens to me every time I wake in the morning?

Is it because of what's happening in my life?

I can't stop asking these questions even though I will never get the answer I want to hear.