So sorry guys, if I'm kind of focusing on this story more than it should be!

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I always knew how to hide my emotions well. Since I was a child children always bully me because of my looks which made me scared and always cry a lot until I had enough, and had to act tough and strong so that the bullying would stop and it did after that no one ever dared to make fun of me.

I'm also a good liar if Kariya is the Master of Deceit then I'm the Master of Lying. Ever since I was a child for me lying is as easy as breathing. I lied to my parents, to my friends, to... Shindou.

That's why when I started to act to on my plan it took everything that I got to not let my emotions show. It's been a while since I last lied to Shindou to everyone, ever since the two of us started dating I told myself that I would never lie anymore especially to my Shindou but now for his happiness... one more time just one last time I will lie again for his sake. Practice was finish already and everyone started to go home one by one.

"Good bye Shindou-sempai! Good bye Kirino-sempai! See you tomorrow!" Tenma and the others said. I walked towards Shindou who was done changing and I tried to calm my nerves.

"Hey Takuto" I called in my normal voice. When he looked at me he was a little out of it since the coach started to talk to him again.

"Shall we go home?" He asked taking my hand and he squeezed it tight I wanted to squeeze back to but had to hold myself on doing it and we both started walking. It was dark already and no one was around the street but the two of us.

'It's now or never' I thought as I took a deep breath.

"Takuto" I called we stopped and he looked at me.

"Yes?"

We need to talk" I said as calmly as possible. And he looked at me confusingly.

"What is it?" He asked. I took a deep breath trying to calm my nerves.

"I... I... want to break up" I tried saying without too much stuttering. His eyes widen in shock.

"What?... Why?" Shindou asked trying to get a grip of what's happening.

"This... Our... Relationship, I don't think it's working" I tried to explain which made him even more confuse.

"Ranmaru" he called taking a step forward and I took a step backward shaking my head.

"I'm sorry but let's stop our relationship here" I said as calmly as possible. Shindou looked at me weirdly getting confuse more and more.

"Why? Explain" he said in a serious voice looking me in the eyes I can feel his grip tightening.

"Want me to explain? Ok-" lie lie lie everything that I'm saying right now are lies and the more lies I say the more my heart aches in pain, but I didn't have a choice I really really love Shindou I would rather suffer than see him suffer.

"Now do you understand?" I asked after explaining/lying to him, I look calm on the outside but on the inside my heart was crying.

"Oh... I... See, I'm so... sorry... Ranmaru" Shindou said in a dazed manner obviously everything was going way too fast for him to process.

"Thank you for understanding, we could still stay as best friends right?" I asked acting relieved.

"Uh.. Yeah... Sure.." he answered in a confused and wavering voice.

"Well, this is where we'll separate then" I said since our house are on opposite direction, I turned around my hand slowly slipping on Shindou's.

"Wait!" Shindou shouted making me stopped his gripped on my hand tightened. I tried to force myself not to cry and faced him one more time acting like everything's normal.

"I'll... I'll... Walk you home" he said. And I tried my best to not crack and bit my inner lip.

"No it's ok my homes close there's no need to accompany me" I said shaking my head smiling at him and I forced my hand out of his grip and I turned around.

"Good bye, Shindou" calling him by his family name again and I don't need to turn around to see how shock he is.

Once I turned a corner I couldn't handle it anymore I fell on my knees and put my hands on my mouth and silently cry.

I remember now...

You're a moon lightening people with your ability and I'm just one of the million stars in the galaxy

You're a bird with freedom knowing where to go and I'm a cloud drifting aimlessly wherever the wind takes me

You are special and I'm not

Our worlds are far too apart

...

After that day we didn't talk too much anymore since graduation was coming up and things started to get more busy. I also stopped calling Shindou by his name and calls him by his family name which didn't go unnoticed by our friends and a few weeks later everyone of our friends learned about our break-up and shock was an understatement everyone was overwhelmed with what happened in our relationship that Sangoku-sempai came to visit us or more specifically me since I was the one who broke up with Shindou and consulted me on my reasons and decision and again I have to lie to everyone around me.

But unlike everyone there was one person who could always see through me. Kariya Masaki. He confronted me once but I didn't budge, he threatened and blackmailed me but I was firm on my decision at least until Shindou goes to Spain. A month before our graduation he told us about the scholarship in Spain and we all congratulated him. After that a few days after our graduation we all planned to accompany Shindou and we all agreed.

Airport Shindou Takuto P.O.V

My departure is today and I'm very happy that everyone on the Raimon Junior Soccer Club were all present even some of the new members were there even Sangoku and the other former third years were there, everyone was there except for the one person who I wanted to meet most. Kirino Ranmaru.

Everyone was talking to me saying that he was just going to be late and all of us were texting and calling him, but none of us got any reply from him. My heart was aching to see him even for just one time, although I look calm on the outside I felt like crying already. As everyone was talking to each other congratulating me and blessing me and cheering me up about Kirino I wasn't really listening to what they're saying since my mind was on Kirino.

I don't know when, how or why but ever since for who knows how long I knew that the way Kirino acts toward me was very different from what a friend would or should act, I mean we maybe best friend but he doesn't need to treat me special or different from our friends. I knew there was something about the way he acts were suspicious.

Until one day when he confessed his love for me. Shocked was an understatement I couldn't believe that my very own best friend would fall in love with me. That's when I put the pieces together the way he acts, his attitude towards me, the special attention I'm gaining, the reason why he's always by my side everything. At first I was going to flat out reject him but then I thought I could never imagine myself with girls since I'm always too busy with soccer, piano, and studies etc. So I thought why not. At first I told him I just want to test it if it would work out and for some unknown reason I grew to like Kirino more than just a friend but not to the point that I could say the words "I LOVE YOU".

Neither of us had actually ever said those words to each other, although I doubt Kirino doesn't want to say it he just wants me to say it first before he says it. I'm starting to wonder if I have said those words maybe our relationship wouldn't end like this but then there's no use dwelling on the past now is there. I sigh and looked at my watch.

'My departure is close, where are you Kirino?' I thought as I looked around one more time and sigh.

"Shindou it's time" Sangoku said smiling sadly at me knowing that I am not satisfied since the person who I wanted to see the most isn't here.

"Maybe a little longer you know maybe he got-" I got cut off.

"He's not going to come sempai" Kariya said boldly and I look at him shocked.

"Kariya!" Sangoku scolded and look at me worriedly.

"Sigh... I'm sorry sempai but that's the truth" Kariya said looking sadly me shaking his head.

"Kariya-" Sangoku said but I cut him off.

"Your right tell him that I'll miss him" I quietly said smiling sadly at him.

"Shindou maybe-" Sangoku tried again but this time I shook my head.

"He's not going to come I have to go" I said and we all bid our goodbye's to each other. What they didn't know was that one person was hiding behind a pillar overlooking everything without beeing seen.

I started walking towards my destination, while walking I bumped into someone.

"Oh! I'm sorry!" The girl apologized.

"No it was my fault I should've looked where I was going" I apologized back and we both smiled at each other.

"So where were you going maybe I could accompany you?" I asked politely as a gentlemen and we both chat a liitle while and found out that she was going to Spain too since she wanted to hone her cooking skill in her auntie's restaurant so that once she comes back she'll make their restaurant more famous.

"I see that's a good future you have" I genuinely said smiling at her.

"Thank you" the girl said looking down at the floor blushing.

"I almost forgot what's your name?" The girl asked looking at me curiously.

"Takuto, Shindou Takuto and you?" I asked back.

"Okatsu, my names Okatsu" the girl introduced herself and smiled at me.

Airport Kirino Ranmaru P.O.V

Ever since this morning I've already received many texts and calls from my friends and team mates what they didn't know was that I was already in the airport along with them, just that a few distance awy from them where I could see evdryone but they couldn't see me. As much as I wanted to walk to them I couldn't help myself to just stare and stay in my position, because if I ever do walk to them I feel like my mask would crack and I might say things that doesn't need to be known and also cry my heart out. I know that the others wouldn't mind because they understand my pain it's just that I'm not used showing weakness infront of them infront of anyone at all not even Shindou himself have seen me crack and saw my weakness and vulnerability.

Once Shindou started going ahead I turned around and started walking away and as I slowly walked away I started to speed up and before I know it I was running already. I run run and run and run as fast as I could that I didn't notice that it was raining really hard nor was I crying, I notice it too late when I stopped and continued walking with no destination in mind just walking around aimlessly.

"Hey! Watch out!" A boy shouted and suddenly I felt someone pulled me hard on my waist and I came back to reality.

I was almost hit by a car but thanks to the person who pulled me he saved me from the nick of time. I looked at my savior and the last thing I saw was white hair and plum colored eyes staring at me worriedly before I fell into consciousness.

He is unique and I am weird

He is gifted and I am giftless

He is talented and I am talentless

He is someone and I am no one

We were never meant to be be together

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And that's chapter 2! Hope you like it! Since I've already finished this story of mine in Fanfiction, I might be able to update this story every weekend

Hope you like this! Until next time! XD