I'm really tired and sleepy, so this part isn't edited, which means A LOT of spelling and grammatical errors. If you find any then please point them out, i'd make sure to correct them tomorrow. thank you ❤️

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Do y'all believe in gigantic cocks? Jeongguk does, he believes buzz lightyear is huge, and pleases woody well with his space ranger ultra size, which probably shoots laser instead of semen. Jeongguk is woody, yeehaw, buzz's baby, he doesn't ride bullseye, because buzz feeds his ass well. Taehyung is buzz, woody's infinity and beyond, he doesn't like jessie, because he's an intellectual, and all intellectuals are gay.

Woody is a bottom! a very intelligent bottom, who knows better than to ask his top to offer him his ass. Jeongguk will not Top Taehyung, not now, not in future, because he is woody, and woody is also an intellectual.

It took a single no for him to be flipped like a sack, on the bed, with his head hitting the headboard. He had screamed, probably bled, but Taehyung was so busy rummaging through his little(huge) bag of sex appliances, that he didn't throw two shits against the younger's curses. He was so excited!

Jeongguk was too, but the fact that he's never slept with a guy, further more, let a dick slide through his crack, made him so nervous. He was gay, it was obvious, but fingering himself as an experiment had lead to him being fisted. So practically, the first time he assumed his position, Taehyung ended up shoving his arm up his ass, which was a mixture of pleasant weird discomfort. He still remembers how he had limped throughout his first meet-up with Taeyang, and had to lie about bumping his ass against a switched on electric iron, having to be sulking in embarrassment later. How the fuck does an average individual bump their ass against hot iron? Taeyang didn't catch up to his lies though. phew!

Yeah, so jeongguk was not a virgin, but his ass felt like it. Though he remembers buying a dildo, and occasionally using it trying to get back the high of Taehyung's fingers, his ass was pretty virgin since it had never swallowed an actual dick. pathetic but cool, at least it's first fed wasn't going to be small.

Why does jeongguk not wanna top? read the first and second paragraph again, blind hoe!

"any flavour you prefer?", Jeongguk snapped his head in Taehyung's direction and narrowed his eyes, "I have a fat wound on my bloody head!"

"does that affect your thinking capability? oh wait! maybe it does. I personally don't like chocolate or strawberry, orange is fine I guess, should we use mint? wait, is that cola? aw shit man, this ain't my size. How about going raw? uh huh, precaution is better than cure. What's my size again? ah, 12, not bragging or anything."

Jeongguk wanted to again hit his head against the headboard and pass out. From the scale of 1 to 100, he had ranked Taehyung on 150, because that piece of shit was talking to himself out of nervousness. Not like Jeongguk was any less, his heart was fucking racing and he wanted to dig a hole in the damn wall and seep in it, without sparing a glance back at his miserable life, that had seemed to be taunting him since the very start of their not-so-romantic night.

"Okay, umm, you want me to use any toys on you?", "What the fuck are you carrying toys for?", Taehyung scratched his nape and let out a nervous airy chuckle, "Thought we could role play?", he removed two headbands from his bag and smiled.

"No! Taehyung no!", Jungkook's eyes widened in horror as Taehyung started removing more stuff from his bag; a tail, animal masquerades, whip, handcuffs, carrot dildo, - "TAEHYUNG NO!"

Taehyung's hands started working in reverse manner, as he pushed everything back inside his bag and zipped it, without letting the smile fall off his face, "No toys?", "No toys!", he nodded and walked towards the bed only to turn back on his heals and open the same bag again, "Taehyu-", "chill, I forgot the lube."

Jeongguk heaved a sigh and sat straight on the bed, suddenly excited about having sex, "are we going to do it doggie style?", he asked, "I don't mind any, though I prefer missionary position.", said taehyung as he tore a packet of condom, accidentally ripping off the main material, "-fuck!"

It took another minute for Taehyung to grab a different condom and wear it on his length, as he started walking towards the bed with a penis that weighed more that Doraemon's head, and heart that felt lighter than usual, probably wanting to fly out of his chest, "Jeongguk, what if you're not sure?"

"God, fucking taehyung! I really like you being sweet and shit, but can you not be so caring right now? Like fucking hell man, where the heck did your high school big dick energy go?"

That's it. Jeongguk knew he had fucked up big time, there was no backing up now though, he'd fight like a s-"Ah fuck!", no he wouldn't fight, he wouldn't complain, he'd bare all the pleasure and keep it to himself for ever and ever. Taehyung had literally tossed him upside down, and frankly, Jeongguk liked the dominance, a tight slap landed on his ass making him squirm in the pillows and giggle, "What's so funny?"

"Are you angry Taehyungie~", "No i'm not", this time, the blow was harder, and it literally sparked pleasurable currents in Jeongguk's front.

"Why are you mad?", *spank*, "When you could be glad?", "Shut up", Taehyung turned Jeongguk upside down, making him lay on his back, and slapped him lightly on the cheek, "You've been such a disrespectful brat, i'm older than you and yet you never call me hyung."

"Should I call you oppa instead?", Jeongguk pouted as he saw Taehyung's ears go red, "What? you don't like it? do you by any chance prefer... daddy?"

Taehyung continued staring at him, his knee subconsciously moving between Jeongguk's thighs, making him bite back a moan, "Gukkie, do you really want me to go hard?", his eyes were confused, filled with unknown concern, as he brought his left hand to cup the younger's face, "Honestly, I want it to last longer. Can I not make love to you?"

Jeongguk did not realise when Taehyung had started crying, his small tears leaving his beautiful eyes and falling on Jeongguk's cheeks, as his long slender fingers continued tracing the younger's skin, "Taehyungie, why are you crying?", he muttered softly, grabbing the older's hand away from his cheekbone and kissing it lightly, "Are you nervous? I am too, please don't cry."

Taehyung tried to smile through his shaking lips and kissed Jeongguk.

The sudden weight on Jeongguk's heart had seemed to lift a little as soon as their lips met, and the world around them disappeared into the fog of contentment.

"I love you.", Jeongguk didn't had to be reminded, he already knew, every touch and kiss said it, "Taehyungie, we can stop if you don't feel like doing it."

Taehyung didn't stop.

His hands moved down Jeongguk's body as they grabbed the hem of his hoodie, slowly pulling it over his head, and throwing it somewhere in the room.

Jeongguk wasn't sure why Taehyung had cried, or why there were still tears lingering on his body with all those soft kisses, it made his heart swell but ache. Why was he suddenly so emotional about having sex?

Jeongguk could only comprehend the reasons why Taehyung might've felt nervous, because somehow, they seemed more practical, since he too had the same.

Jeongguk was completely naked, hands pressed firmly on Taehyung's biceps, as his nipples turned harder from the little licks and pinches. He wanted to enjoy everything freely, but the lump forming in his throat asked him to cry, and he didn't even know where all these emotions were coming from, though he was sure that they weren't completely sorrow filled. He was happy, extremely happy to finally be in Taehyung's arms.

"A-Ah!", His head rolled back, chest heaved up and down, fingers tightened their hold around Taehyung's arms, tears ran out freely, as he received a handjob, that was practically the best he's ever had from anyone.

Taehyung continued moving his hand in a fast pace, occasionally pressing his thumb on the tip, as he dipped his head between Jeongguk's thighs and licked his balls, "H-hyung..", fuck!

It was extremely hard to not get turned on by the way Jeongguk moaned or cried, Taehyung wanted to stop everything and take him raw, but he knew better than to do that. He lubricated two of his fingers and slowly inserted one in the younger's hole, all while massaging his dick and sucking his balls, which proved him to be an expert in pleasing someone, and that definitely did not come out as a surprise to Jeongguk.

Jeongguk's hole was clenching repetitively around his finger, making it harder for him to add another, "Baby relax, I will not hurt you.", His right hand left Jeongguk's cock as he moved it upwards to massage his abs, same happening with his lips that were now connected to his navel, giving it sensational licks and kisses.

When Jeongguk had finally relaxed, Taehyung added two more fingers simultaneously, giving him a very little chance to breath properly, before the younger's hands were already tangled in the older's hair and they were engaged in a heated kiss.

The kiss was neither proper nor romantic, it was full of teeth and tongue, completely out of lust, and yet it felt so pleasing that none of the two wanted to ever pull away.

Jeongguk sucked onto Taehyung's tongue that was roaming inside his mouth a few seconds ago, before softly taking it in between his front teeth and letting out a broken satisfied sigh.

There were 4 long fingers inside Jeongguk's hole now, and to be honest, even after experience an arm up his ass, everything felt completely new, he felt so full, and it wasn't even bad, in a way, he liked it a lot.

"Jeongguk...", Taehyung whispered in his ears, making a shiver run down his spine, and goosebumps rush all over his body, "I want to know what are good screams.", he licked his earlobe and started sucking onto it.

Jeongguk let out another pleased moan when Taehyung's fingers grazed his prostate, hands clutching the bed sheets and eyes rolling back.

Taehyung's hand movement fastened, repeatedly hitting the same spot making the younger cry out in bliss, as he continued to assault his body with his skilled tongue.

After a few more thrusts, he pulled out his fingers and kissed Jeongguk, all while pouring and massaging lube on his dick, letting out broken grunts into the others lips.

"If the discomfort gets out of peak, let me know, we'll stop, okay?", Taehyung pulled away and stared into Jeongguk's puffy tear stained eyes, waiting for the younger to either nod or mutter an 'okay', but when it didn't come out, he dipped down and kissed his mouth, trying to comfort him a little as he whispered, 'I love you', into their kiss.

"Okay!", Jeongguk said as their lips separated for a second, before they were again on each other.

Taehyung positioned himself, slowly and steadily pushing his tip inside, feeling a moan pass down his throat, as he tried to hold himself up and not fall flat on Jeongguk's body. fuck, he's so tight!

Sustaining yourself while feeling something clench so hard around your sensitive flesh is not easy, Taehyung swore he saw stars when another 3 of his centimetres passed through the tightness of Jeongguk's hole, but when his high subsidised, he realised the younger was panting, tears rolling down his red chubby cheeks, as blood dripped from his bruised lips that were trapped between his teeth.

"G-gukkie.. baby- ah! s-should I pull outh?", Jeongguk shook his head but sobbed harder, Taehyung too was feeling very uncomfortable being stuck, not moving even a little, and that to more that half of him was outside.

The pain was bearable on his side, but for a matter of fact, he knew Jeongguk would loose his shit if he continued, so he tried to slowly pull out, but stopped when a soft shaky tug on his arm snapped his attention to the fact that the younger's breathing seemed more normal now, though he didn't look much better.

"J-jeongguk, let's stop.", Jeongguk shook his head and cried harder, why was this happening to him? His bottom felt like it was being torn in two and was probably bleeding from being stretched too much, "n-no... h-h-hang on... please!", more tears rolled down his eyes and he just wanted to disappear.

The pain felt like sudden sparks of current, passing around in intervals turning his mentality for sex upside down, making him wonder why people likes it so much if it feels like there's a metal rod slashing through you, breaking your mere existence.

He probably looked miserable, with all that snot and tears, he definitely did, but to Taehyung he was nothing but beautiful, and in their current situation, all the older wanted to do was provide as much comfort as he possibly could, so he kissed his face, jaw, neck, chest, feeling himself slide a little by little inside of Jeongguk, as the hole widened due to relaxation.

After over 15 minutes, Jeongguk finally felt a little better, not the best, but better was still okay until he was dying, so he shakily whispered a 'move'. Taehyung obliged to his request almost immediately, slowly sinking down, groaning in discomfort, until he was balls deep inside of jeongguk, heaving a sigh and pulling out completely only to go back inside and again follow the same procedure.

Taehyung's pace was slow, very slow, but he had seemed to be liking it just because Jeongguk wasn't going through a torture. Both of them were breathing heavily, slowly getting used to their position and the rhythm of each other's bodies.

"I love you.", Taehyung continued with the same pace until Jeongguk scratched down his back and asked him to go faster, he didn't though, he wanted their orgasm to last longer, so that he can cherish each and every second of their 1st intimacy.

"F-fuck... hyung~ please.", Jeongguk started moving his hips, rolling them faster than Taehyung, only to receive a hard slap on his ass.

"Don't.", "Fuck you!", Jeongguk grabbed Taehyung's face and kissed him, again going back to moving his hips.

Taehyung firmly placed his hand on Jeongguk's waist, holding him down and picking up his speed.

Jeongguk's cheeks were scarlet, drool dripping down his bruised lips, he couldn't hear anything in the background, not the bed creaking, not his own moans, he was in an ecstasy, feeling a kind of high he would like to be in for the rest of his life.

He didn't even realise when the knot building up in his stomach had reached it's peak that a single thrust to his prostate made it shoot it's semen out in strings, his heart finally coming to it's natural pace as he climbed down his high. Taehyung too came soon after, feeling all the energy being sucked out of his body, loosing the balance as he shakily slumped down on Jeongguk, shivering from the sensitivity, as he breaths in long puffs through his lips.

Jeongguk circles his arms around Taehyung's neck, "I love you.", he whispers as he feels the older slowly pulling himself out of his ass.

Taehyung removes the condom and throws it in a bin, flashing a smile at jeongguk as he kisses his forehead and whispers, "I love you too.", before standing up and disappearing inside the bathroom.

He comes back after a few minutes, carrying a tissue box in his hands, as he pulls out a few and cleans Jeongguk off, not forgetting to remove the pillow covers and blankets that were stained in cum and replacing them with the new ones.

Jeongguk smiles at Taehyung when he slowly slips inside the blanket and pulls him closer to his chest, "It was better than I thought it would be.", he kisses his chest and giggles when Taehyung pinches his waist, "Sex?", "Mhmm", "For real though."

Both of them giggle and squish themselves closer to each other, "Jeongguk..", "hmm?", Taehyung kisses his hair and smiles before placing his chin on his head, "Will you be my boyfriend.", his heart finally going in peace after asking it out loud.

Jeongguk stiffens as his hold on Taehyung loosens, "Taehyungie.. you know I can't."

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Thank you for reading this crap 😔 I love you from the very bottom of my rotten heart ❤️ uwu